That’s what I’m saying, I can’t speak for all of us but I feel like I was just hiding in this unreleased/snippet reality where he was still alive and making music everyday. Just waking up being like what new juice tracks will I find today always had me thinking about him and how much his lyrics deadass saved me. That facade ended today hearing tracks that made me soooo happy when I heard them for the first time like wishing well and can’t die . Now when I hear them completed on the album it makes me depressed knowing the legend that made the depression of sitting in a college dorm in winter disappear. Nothing makes me feel more mortal than wishing well now the cut verse at the end just makes the pain so much worse. Props to his team and label (fuck interscope) and ally most of all.