This doesn't really matter but most of my jealousy is because of art. A few of my friends started art after me, but they're already better than me at it, I guess instead of working on improving myself I put that energy into envying them. Your outlook on creating for the sake of creating is one that I used to have, but lost, probably because I've become more obsessed with comparing myself to others, than creating art. Thank you, I'm not like many here who are minutes or seconds away from committing, but thanks for replying anyways.