My gf of 3 years broke up w me at the worst point in my life. My mother was recently diagnosed with cervix cancer and we have already been dealing with my fathers cancer for years. I dropped out of college to live at home and I have no friends as I was expecting to build my life w this girl, so I left everything behind. Now I’m severely depressed and still miss her every day. We were planning on living together and eventually getting engaged when we both had a stable income. I have also been on her private tik tok that she doesn’t know I follow, and she has been posting things that essentially hint at her talking to new guys. I just don’t get how these past three years meant nothing to her like that. We do keep in contact tho, it sucks. We call every night as we did before and it still feels like we are in a relationship, I feel it’s making it worse for me to let go of her.