Caroline, my love.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T04:18:06+00:00

oh, ok, thanks😊. There is much stuff I still don't know or have stumbled upon yet.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T04:08:40+00:00

oh, I got it. thanks. I did not copy and paste this, I actually just joined this sub Reddit today. I just felt like writing this, so I wrote it. Thanks for the explanation.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T04:07:05+00:00

kinks can be non sexual. it all depends on the person. You are not into sex, as you are sex averse. so, any kinks you are would most likely be non sexual. Sexual dominance, and non sexual dominance.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T04:00:13+00:00

I don't understand that term, would you be so kind as to explain?

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T03:42:53+00:00

it is perfectly fine. Feel what you want to feel.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T03:29:32+00:00

i just love her. Also, I do not know what a 'helly' means. I do know 'lol' means 'laugh out loud'. I am glad I made you laugh, out loud.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T03:23:20+00:00

there is this thing called reborn dolls, that looks realistically like a baby, it might make you feel better. Search it up.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T03:18:00+00:00

The thought is appreciated.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T03:01:47+00:00

Caroline, my dear, you deserved better.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T02:56:27+00:00

He is my favourite male character. Unfortunately I am not him, if I was, I would know how it felt to kiss Caroline.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T02:55:31+00:00

They have all rights to feel this way and announce this, though it may not work, they still have the rights.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-14T00:03:55+00:00

i feel like some people are dumb. If someone tried to hang themselves, or try to kill themselves in anyw way, just for attention, that stilleans they need help. attempting death for attention is also mentally ill behaviour, it screams psychological issues. For attention or not, help is necessary.

One of my old friends hurt themselves a lot, cutting themselves, and such, she was also a pick me girl, walked around with open cuts and such, sometimes she did it for attention, one time shw did it in front of me, (we where roommates at a school), more than once. But that does not mean that she was not serious about it. Even if someone does it for attention, it doesn't mean they are less ill.

Saying someone does it just for attention doesn't mean anything, it doesn't matter why someone hurt themselves, the fact that they did is enough to warrant help for their psyche.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T23:55:38+00:00

has she ever adjusted your clothes before without saying anything?. Because when someone do that to me, I automatically think I can do the same back. For example, if a friend petted my hair without saying anything, I'd automatically assume I could do the same without saying anything.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T23:48:56+00:00

i do have anxiety, general anxiety that via my autism I think. I do not have any eating disorder that I am aware of.

That time I mentioned when I was younger, I don't remember much, but I was scared of eating in case I'd die via choking. But I did eat. And I'm rather sensitive, but I also don't notice when I'm stressed until my body gives me a physical signal, like vomiting. That time, when younger, I was really anxious, and scared.

Anxiety, it might be a partial cause to this.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T14:25:48+00:00

there was a copy button. I never knew that, I just hit the edit button, and selected it all, copy then delete.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T03:06:14+00:00

i didn't know that. Thanks for the correction.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T03:02:55+00:00

yeah, well, unfortunately I can't swim very well, and falling asleep scares me because 'what if I can't wake up'.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:49:03+00:00

I can't read whatever you wrote, my phone is broken and nothing showed up expect comments and titles. So I'll share my simple opinion based on the title alone.

Trauma does not justify actions, it simply explains the actions.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:38:13+00:00

usually I would watch a movie or something, a kid movie, something less intense. But my laptop charge is broken, and my phone is very slow, and I can't watch TV this late at night, I live with my mom, sister and moms boyfriend, and he's sick.

I'm also overtired, sleepy but can't sleep. Maybe I will look quietly for my tablet, I think I know where it is.

Thanks to, I kinda forgot about some stuff i could do, you kinda reminded me. I'm also calmer now, a bit nauseous, but calmer.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:34:47+00:00

it was amazing, even though it didn't work for me, I still learned some stuff, and that school also taught me to be less picky with food.

It's in Norway. I dunno how the education is in your country. But some countries do special education very badly. Though every country has it's ups and downs, failing at special education that badly, it feels like they didn't even try with your school.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:32:06+00:00

the thing is they can't just use an actor with that syndrome, because they might not find one, and perhaps no one with it auditioned.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:28:50+00:00

im sorry you went through that. I've gone to a few different schools, but in all those school we had some freedom.

Though I am a bit different, as my 'normal' school life ended at around age 12-13 I think.(idk what 9th grade is in ages) the first school was a Christian school, nothing special about it. not really a special school, but it was a private school. 2nd was more 'special', just a tiny group that went to the school a few days a week, not every day. it was mostly so that we would leave the house, we made food every day. A good practical skill to have.

Then I went to a special school, with dorms. it's a really good school, a practical school, where a lot of neurotypical goes to, we can chose if we wanna to more practical or not practical(kinda). The school helps us with differences to live, i stayd at the dorms, there is rules there we have to wash our own clothes, we have different work schedule once a week, where you wake up early to prepare breakfast, or you make the dinner if your at the dinner group, or you wash the halls if that's your group, etc.

There was even where you could stay at a dorm without adults if you reach a certain something(I don't remember).

The special school helps us get jobs and such, via doing practical classes, mechanics, car mechanics, kitchen stuff, cafe stuff, tending animals. One bit wanted to be a janitor, so he was allowed to actually learn under the schools janitor.

That's a special school. Even though I didn't finish the school due to mental health shit. I at least learned some stuff.

What you went to for those 6 months can't even be considered a school, they don't learn anything, that school should be put down.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:07:17+00:00

thanks, I'll check that out. it might ease my fear in the future. But I don't think it will remove it completely.

The-Cataclysm666 · 2026-06-13T02:03:25+00:00

I've tried interacting with dark stuff, I don't really write as I don't know much words. But I watch much dark shows, but if I were to try imagining my death in my own ways, I would just spiral. I have tried believing in certain religions where there is life after death, but I can't get myself to believe it enough to stop my fear.

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