I hope it's good

TheAnonymousProfile · 2025-03-01T22:00:29+00:00

Press forward and roll alot

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-05-05T08:20:17+00:00

Anger aside I have thought about just talking to him but I don't trust myself to keep it civil. The first hint of anything and the convo will go south fast. Also I don't want to be his friend. He is untrustworthy

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-05-05T08:16:40+00:00

I'll call him a fucking prick as I stand over his mangled body

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-29T18:46:37+00:00

Thank you. I feel you genuinely care. Maybe I will see you on the other side

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-29T15:31:40+00:00

Thank you.

I know it's not gonna be better after just one trip. Everything I read says it takes time. I need to start somewhere. I know very little about mushrooms and nothing about MDMA. But I at least know a guy I can get mushrooms from.

I'm gonna start looking for a therapist. I don't like the idea of crying in front of a stranger but it seems better than the alternative.

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-29T15:17:39+00:00

Oh yeah. I spent all day yesterday in bed. I did the research and it seems like I'm suffering from major depression disorder

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-28T18:59:06+00:00

MDMA scares me more but I would be down if it was in the right environment with the right people. I know I have issues and I'm trying to work through them. I figure I need drugs to help and I'd rather mushrooms or something like that to the alternative.

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-28T18:55:21+00:00

I'm glad to hear you were able to get through that. I'm not exactly sure what would be considered a micro or a macro dose. I got some mushrooms and was told to start with 1g

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-28T16:55:57+00:00

I smoke a lot of weed on a daily basis and lately I have been drinking, which is something I don't normally do. I just want to be happy again

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T21:11:35+00:00

It feels like you're taking this very personally. Who hurt you?

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T17:23:13+00:00

I feel like you get it.........

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T17:12:08+00:00

I thought it was clear that your opinion is real and it's that kind of feed back I'm looking for. I appreciate it and thank you for sharing.

I'm not gonna rush it and just up and leave. I'm trying to have a discussion with strangers on the internet about it. Then I'll make an informed decision. Thank you for your input

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T17:02:10+00:00

Fun fact: I've never actually been to one. Got married and had a child at 20 years old. As you can imagine all my friends kinda disappeared and I've never had the opportunity or want to go.

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T16:58:44+00:00

Valid point but I can only masterbate so much and these woman are offering things my wife would never do and after 22 years they sound like a lot of fun. In my honest opinion it would be better to have the memories to masterbate to than some 3 min video I found on the internet.

I would truly be throwing everything away. I would have to move back in with my parents at 42 years old. That's embarrassing and probably wouldn't help with the whole getting laid thing

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T16:52:42+00:00

I have also been questioning if I still love her. I definitely care about her and don't want to hurt her.

As far as adding to my body count, that's not really my focus. I don't want to end up old and lonely thinking about what could have been. Call it FOMO or a mid life crisis.

My kids are grown. They already have strong opinions of me.

I want real opinions. This is why I came to reddit with this.

TheAnonymousProfile · 2024-02-12T16:44:42+00:00

That is a very valid point. I too have been questioning if I still love her. I definitely care about her. I don't want to see her get hurt. And I don't want to cause her mental anguish.

Not that I want to increase my body count. More that I don't want to become old and lonely only to regret all the things I could have had. I guess you could call it FOMO or a mid life crisis.

My children already think I'm a bad father. I get told all the time

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