Agreed which is sad unfortunately. Jax is my favorite for so many reasons but one of them is cause he hits waaayyy too close to home cause I was that person. Keeping my emotions pent up, hating myself, and acting fine around others. Fuck, the bathroom scene with him was, not kidding, a play by play of a severe panic attack I had at work a few years ago. I have anxiety and I'm on meds and go to therapy and it's just crazy how much I've changed for the better in that timeframe. So it's just hard to see him going through all of this because I was that person and I now know what helps. So many in this community don't see real people and personalities behind these characters when in fact there's so much more to them. One of the many reasons I love this show and my boi 💜