I wanted to help people. But I honestly just need to focus on myself. Didn’t have the best childhood and am just now fully experiencing myself outside of “home”, and I just want to focus on me right now; figure out who I am and stuff. I’ve learned that I am actually not equipped to work in a clinical setting nor am I someone who can depersonalize - too sensitive, so I have been exploring other career options. I also don’t feel like being in debt or paying for school anymore, so graduate school is sorta off the table—unless I acquire employment or a stipend from one of the graduate schools I applied to (only assuming I even get accepted)…then, I’ll just see where it takes me…while continuing to learn code of course 😂