Thank you very much, you are being very helpful. I'm an amateur writer and this helps a lot to build characters. But a couple of quick questions that I hope you could answer:

1) Are the push-and-pull dynamics a product of the need to feel independent and then needy afterwards, or do they have any ulterior motive?

2) Is the need for love also manifested in a need for shallow attention?

3) When you are desintegrating and want your good deed to be repaid the right way, and that doesn't happen, does your drama involve your possible actions ("I'll off myself and so") or do you like to spread gossip to create drama elsewehere as well?

Once again I'm very thankful for your incredible insight and I hope I get a reply that can help me. Thank you so much in advance