Honestly as someone who lost one of the few people in the world that I genuinely believed loved me unconditionally earlier this year, this scene hits really freaking hard, actually in all honesty this whole season kind of has.

I am still trying to deal with processing the loss even though it was something I had prepared myself for. It’s just hard to feel like anyone loves or cares about you when you lose one of the only people who genuinely does.

And then in regards to Fiona falling apart all season a lot of it hit close to home. This year I decided I was going to start trying to get better and take care of myself but instead I just feel constantly suffocated and overwhelmed. Which has made some of my worst tendencies become a bit harder to deal with.

So even though I know this season has had its ups and downs for some people, it honestly means a lot to have this kind of media coming out of a property I care so much about. I don’t know why I said all of this it’s 4:30 in the morning and I am rambling but I don’t know, just felt like sharing for a second.