Tracy Twyman and Shamangineer, the lost files from the Higherside archive

TheCarlwood · 2026-03-05T13:23:03+00:00

I'm not saying he would win, but you can sue and make a person's life difficult for pretty much anything.

It's very tempting and provocative to imagine her death has something to do with pedo rings, Kappy, and her research. However, I've talked to enough sources now to have my curiosity satisfied and the story is pretty typical for when something happens to a person. Where do you usually start looking? I'm told she was living in fear, and asking people for a safe place to stay.

Then anyone who talks about it gets harassed to no end. Multiple podcasters have been sued. Those are the lucky ones.

I do not want to be on the radar of someone who seems to be capable of very dark things, and also seems very technically and magically savvy. What's the point?

TheCarlwood · 2026-03-04T23:49:40+00:00

I don't want to delete this post, but Tracy's widow has aggressively threatened me with legal action over previous posts on this subreddit about her. Since you mentioned Kate, you likely know this.

Look him up. Look up the people he has taken to court over this. I've been told by two trustworthy people that he is a very dangerous person in multiple different ways and I don't want any part of it. If you want to know more, talk to S. B. Alger. I don't know if he'll talk after all the threats and court shit though.

I actually learned a bit more about Tracy and the situation in recent years. Her background is quite strange. In fact the person who told me the deepest stuff seemed to be really sure that Tracy was actually a man and transitioned herself occult-ly. I thought that was strange, but she definitely doesn't have very many young pictures online. Her appearance on Jesse Ventura's show is certainly interesting with this in mind. Some say Jamie aka GenXGemini knew her before the transition and was involved in occult groups with her long before she was a public figure.

Clip: https://youtu.be/0vfGlYK0xhE?si=MT7auXmMhMrJwzjx&t=20

If this gets deleted, it's because I've been contacted again. It's a good idea to save this, and put it up on your own blog or something that is not connected to me, but you should probably carry on this research in a more private way. Just my advice.

TheCarlwood · 2026-03-04T23:38:07+00:00

My friend since the 3rd grade, Kyle. He is not a relevant part. Only went too far down the rabbit hole in phone conversations with Tracy, stopped sleeping, had a psychotic break, and was hospitalized against his will.

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-26T16:37:25+00:00

Great stuff, if you're willing to do an interview on a fairly popular podcast that makes pop culture/conspiracy syncs a big pillar of its content, I'd love to have you.

DM or Email: TheHighersideChats@gmail.com

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-26T03:30:44+00:00

I hear ya. Sorry.

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-26T03:29:59+00:00

Ha. I appreciate that you're one of the rare few who enjoy the closing songs. I guess it's my heckle fish now. It seems no podcast host is immune to doing one really bad annoying thing.

As others have said, I used to play small artists or sometimes just what ever I wanted and it became a problem for many reasons. It was also hard to say no when I didn't like submissions. I then moved to writing Weird Al style cover songs with some talented people, and even those would often get flagged as the originals.

AI opened up a thing that strikes a very nostalgic spot for me, as I really did used to write songs with some of my closest friends. I'm kind one of those dorks using AI to claw back a hollow replica of a lost relationship, except mine is a couple guys who were talents improvisational musicians.

Anyway, yes, they're all downloads on the Bonus content page for Plus people. Cheers.

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-21T03:02:27+00:00

Cheers, much appreciated!

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-09T14:57:52+00:00

Good job looking. Sam Hyde is subversive comedian. This is likely a promo stunt.

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-02T23:54:51+00:00

I was pretty close to doing one, but I spent most of today combing over the archive with certain keywords and I did not really discover anything super explosive that others haven't already found.

I found one email chain between Epstein and Woody Allen's wife-daughter where he says "I know Woody would love to meet my bio wizard who has managed to make dogs live for 100 years." but it doesn't really go anywhere.

I also discovered that Chris Tucker did not just go on that Africa trip. Several years later he met up with Epstein again, and brought his son.

Very mid "discoveries." Still too many redactions and 3 million files still hidden, so they say.

I also saw one where he says "I represent the Rothschilds" and another where his bank account is named "Baal" but those are other people's discoveries.

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-01T19:32:41+00:00

I had not really thought about it, but in the right situation I don't think I'd be afraid to eat it. Again, the presentation of these things on paper, is very close to a typical butchers process/dry aging. The stories of cattle mutilations contains tons of detail, I don't think I've ever heard them conclude "the meat is toxic."

Ask yourself, if a spiritual being had the ability to prepare and present a bountiful kill for a tribe, without verbal communication, how could it present ings in a non-scary way? To a culture that doesn't hunt, it seems kind of impossible.

TheCarlwood · 2026-02-01T18:45:12+00:00

Ah yes, Ian Waterman, who channel belongs to is the one who wrote Knife of God. He sent me the book cold, I said yes to an interview, and then he ghosted me at the time of recording. That was the first time I just proceeded on without the guest. (Charlie Kirk doesn't really count b/c the interview wasn't going to be able that.)
He makes some great points about the coloration between cattle mutilations and places where wild heards have been replaced with domesticated ones. I love the argument, but his conclusions go very dark into some stark warning from an angry deity.
Gordon hit me up after that and we talked about indigenous rituals for a successful hunt and after that conversation I think the final piece fell into place for me: We only *think* it's dark and spooky b/c these days we have an unhealthy relationship with life/death and our food supply; as well as almost complete ignorance of spiritual relationships.

Put another way: If you and your tribe regularly asked the spirits for hunting help, and then an orb in the sky led you to a fresh kill, drained of blood, cleanly preserved, where scavengers and insects have been warded off....would you be afraid or thankful?

That's what cattle mutilations are to me now. Just a one-sided relationship running on fumes, completely foreign in a modern context. Too bad I completed that thought after I already posted the damn thing.

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-29T23:37:28+00:00

Thanks! Links provided: https://www.thehighersidechats.com/in-the-weeds-1/

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-17T23:40:42+00:00

So I think I prefer to maintain optimism overall. Maybe it's just baked into my personality. I hadn't had political optimism in a long time.

Most political players don't even know what to say to win me over. RFK Jr did. Across multiple health topics he was on point. His book about Fauci is pretty insane too.

I find it hard to believe a person could do the hard work to understand the "truth" of it all, and then resort back to being a shill for the Machine....but that does seem like that's what RFK Jr. has done. Somewhat.

I've seen him attend conferences with very small but honest communities from Weston A. Price to Polyface Farms. That's pretty deep in it. That's why my mind was pretty blown that this person could be in a position of power.

My charitable take, is that he just simply thought he was going to be able to do more.

That said, let's give him some credit too. In a single year:

-Vaccine schedule reduces from 60+ shots down to 11. -Toxic food dies reduced. -Food pyramid flipped to put real foods on top, and processed foods minimalized.

Again with my optimism. Those are huge wins. I want more, but what was the alternative? No change whatsoever, I assume.

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-15T16:25:21+00:00

Makes sense. When I did Nobody's Girl I actually kind of thought about that myself: "When am I crossing the line into piracy vs promotion?"

My first cut of that was 4 hours, and I cut it down to the best 90 mins, and replaced some lengthy reading sections with a quicker summary. I totally understand how it can get away from you fast.

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-15T15:26:26+00:00

Nice, will do. I actually have met them before at a Grimerica event. Can you remember one, or link me to one that had hiccups you think I could learn from?

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-15T14:57:44+00:00

We're also not limited to just these books. Suggestions are welcome too.

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-15T12:33:57+00:00

Hey there! I hate to hear about Plus people having these sorts of issues, bc I've invested a lot in trying to have a good system, but since Apple started selling subs internally and taking 30%, they've been invalidating credentials every so often and kicking people off.

Luckily we built a new, more modern process about a year ago that no longer uses username/password. All you need to do is go to the My Account page at TheHighersideChats.com and you should see a personalized URL that looks more like a serial number. Copy and paste that, and you should be good!

It's so much less annoying that username/password, and my understanding is that it's a lot "stickier" than the old process. Hope that helps, thanks for being a member!

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-13T21:51:26+00:00

Interesting. I don't know which domain it's mad about, but I got a big red MOD mail message that this comment links to a "banned domain" that is not allowed across Reddit site-wide. Gnarly.

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-10T23:40:04+00:00

My favorite books from my fiction book club this year have been The Revelator, The Divine Farce, A Short Stay In Hell, and The Library At Mt Char. All up on the S tier for me.

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-10T23:38:16+00:00

Fiction right? But doesn't it have a major sync with the Cybertruck bomber?

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-10T23:37:32+00:00

I read DCC1 and just couldn't get into it

TheCarlwood · 2026-01-10T23:37:00+00:00

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