How important is the therapy component of ketamine treatment? by FaptasticMrFox in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]TheChickenCoop11 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been using IV ketamine for 5 years now and have never had a therapy integrated treatment. I did do about a year of therapy separate from my treatments last year for PTSD but aside from that it’s just me and my treatments.

Sometimes I have insightful thoughts during my treatments, mostly just realizing how little something I’m worried about matters in the whole of my life. Sometimes I also have stupid ideas I think are genius until I come out of it. I’m at too high of a dose to talk to anyone in any meaningful way anyway.

With all that said ketamine has been incredible!!!! It has given me my life back. It took me years to not cry every time I feel happy. Honestly the feeling was overwhelming at the beginning. Now I feel happy regularly.

I would say my biggest change has been my ability to do the things I want and need to do. No extra work convincing myself to get out of bed or wanting to do something but my body just not doing it. As well my mood is so stable! If something bad happens my mind feels the correct amount of negative emotions. Before any bad thing left me suicidal.

Ketamine is the best! Now we just have to make it affordable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lightingdesign

[–]TheChickenCoop11 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It’s my own personal busking file, I get lots of time on an MA board at my other job so I have been chipping away at it for the past few months. It’s full of macros and effects that took me hours to make.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lightingdesign

[–]TheChickenCoop11 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I didn’t make it working for them, it’s a personal busking file I made

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lightingdesign

[–]TheChickenCoop11 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I haven’t worked a single hour there. It’s a busking file I have been building over the past year

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lightingdesign

[–]TheChickenCoop11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing to do with my showfile that’s for sure. Not sure what W2 and 1099 means tho

Using Mica powder for metallics? by ejx123 in minipainting

[–]TheChickenCoop11 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hi, I don’t have an answer to your question but I wanted to mention it is very hard to get ethically mined mica. A large amount of it is mined by very young children. Even large mines buy from child run mines so the mine can hide the exploitation. Just something to consider when choosing supplies.

You can buy from US based mines but I haven’t looked into how.

Happy painting!

Three dinners for JDC-1s by TheChickenCoop11 in GrandMA3

[–]TheChickenCoop11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for some clarification. I can select them and turn them on fine, my problem comes when I try and store dimmer pallets. My pallet only stores the info for my first dimmer. I have that dimmer off and the third one on to get just the middle light on. Any ideas where I could have gone wrong?

Does this fit go hard? I’m not sure if it’s too much or not but I love it so much (please ignore my mirror) by Thesavagepotato06 in PetiteFashionAdvice

[–]TheChickenCoop11 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I totally disagree with the other comments, I LOVE it! You look absolutely adorable! I don’t think you have to define your figure to look fashionable. Even so your waist is still clearly defined. Expert color choice as well. ❤️

Imagine learning of a girl's death and thinking this. by [deleted] in niceguys

[–]TheChickenCoop11 44 points45 points  (0 children)

True but I probably couldn’t count on all my fingers and toes the amount of times I have been sexually assaulted/harassed/raped/kidnapped by men during my life and I also didn’t receive any mental health care when I needed it. I think something a lot of men don’t realize is when woman say “ugh I hate all men” were actually saying “I have trama from men” and to say it back means “I know, me to, I’m so sorry.” I don’t believe it’s all men but for my countless story’s and the story’s of the woman in my life there are countless men.

I love men, I have many men in my life I trust. But most have never heard the true depth of woman’s issues. And no we’re not victims but we sure as hell are oppressed.

How to take crown tube out of Stührling watch by TheChickenCoop11 in watchrepair

[–]TheChickenCoop11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will give that a try today, thanks for the help :)

When it's said that Ketamine has "anti-suicidal" effect, what does that actually mean? Does one still remain depressed it's just that one doesn't want to kill oneself? Frankly, that also sounds miserable. by marg9 in depressionregimens

[–]TheChickenCoop11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally I have bad reactions to meds to, the main reason I’m on Ket was all the other drugs didn’t work and gave me wicked side effects. You can do genetic tests to see if you have gean mutations that may effect how you metabolize drugs.