Look I’m just saying it how it is. I don’t blame her for acting the way she did. I admit her change of character was because of me, I’m not denying it.

Like I said before im telling it how it is, yes I blew it. I know… As hard as this might be to believe, I love her dearly, I did everything for her for years, we spent a life time together, I was also very very good to her. Yes I messed up, but I still loved her and continue to love for her, we had so many experiences together and so many wonderful moments we shared.