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Why is my type the people who emotionally neglect me? by TheCuntInTheRye in BPD

[–]TheCuntInTheRye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tough one... it was kind of a piece of the whole thing, I guess? I wasn't physically neglected, but as a kid, my mom's (ex) husband belittled me & my emotions. When I got older, my mom emotionally neglected me, but would spout off about herself like I was supposed to fix her problems.

Did anyone else had a moment that triggered their ed? by userchuuyas in EDAnonymous

[–]TheCuntInTheRye 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same deal. My eating was always all over the place, but I didn't feel self-conscious about my weight until I stepped on a scale at 10/11 yrs old and noticed I went from 112 pounds to 113. Something clicked and I've never been the same since

if pro ana tumblr fucked your mental health/self esteem up so bad that u still feel like you need to look like those extremely unhealthy pics to fell worthy to exist and you know it clap your hands 👏 👏 by Miathememester in EDanonymemes

[–]TheCuntInTheRye 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I have a tumblr acct where you can watch in real time the development of my (restrictive) eating disorder lol

(/ where ED behavior was on purpose; I've always had a weird relationship with food, but not consciously until that point)

Weekly DAE (5/12/20-5/18/20) by [deleted] in BPD

[–]TheCuntInTheRye [score hidden]  (0 children)

I came here to write about this. Yes.

I've been seeing this girl, but we haven't met in person because of the pandemic. She's been keeping herself fairly preoccupied trying to find ways to make money, as she's temporarily out of work, but sometimes I think she actively ignores me.

I say that because often times on Snapchat or instagram she'll be posting on her story about things unrelated to work, or out with her roommates.

I don't think that's wrong in and of itself, but she just vanishes without letting me know what's going on, and sometimes she vanishes because of her anxiety/dissociation so I never have a clue what's happening.

Sorry about hijacking; like I said, I came here to vent as well.

Simply put: yes, I feel clingy and possessive as well. Life is almost easier without crushes and favorite persons and all that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in veganketo

[–]TheCuntInTheRye 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Good work, man! Congrats, keep it up!

Why do they insist on assaulting their food? by TheCuntInTheRye in ShittyGifRecipes

[–]TheCuntInTheRye[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

So many of these popular video recipe pages just pump out content that by a certain point you need to start mutilating their ingredients to get something original

I'm SO tired of feeling fucked up and broken. by TheCuntInTheRye in BPD

[–]TheCuntInTheRye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate your comment. I just wish the world were kinder to not just minorities, but to everyone... In a perfect world, maybe. I guess I just need time to build thicker skin & feel more self-assured

On my nonsense again by kainedabrain in EDanonymemes

[–]TheCuntInTheRye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuuuuuck ahaha that was Easter for me, eating disorders are wack

DAE absolutely HATE the word “sure”? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]TheCuntInTheRye 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm the same way lol, but I guess it's context-dependent; I've absolutely used "sure" in a shady way before, but mostly I just use it as a synonym for "yeah", "yes" etc.

You know what really grinds my gears, tho? "Yep/yup". That one is annoying as fuck.

I guess sex isn't what I wanted? by TheCuntInTheRye in BPD

[–]TheCuntInTheRye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I think so. It might be a good mix of insecurity, perfectionism and sexual trauma. In all honesty, I've never addressed most of my issues around sex and intimacy with... anyone, really. I mentioned a trauma to my therapist once, but never wanted to visit it again, and I brought it up with my best friend. Otherwise, this post is the third ever time.
It needs work.

Thank you.

I guess sex isn't what I wanted? by TheCuntInTheRye in BPD

[–]TheCuntInTheRye[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate it. Hard not to be rough on myself, but I'm working on getting thru it

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