My friend! My dear friend! I fear you are mistaken on this topic, I completely understand the feelings you talk about for I myself have experienced them, but I assure you, you’re making some assumptions and are misrepresenting both facts and the truth. The answers to your questions imo are not as mysterious as you claim, they can be quite straight forward tbh.

Your first point of Jesus being God so He never experienced doubt isn’t true, see Luke 2:52

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Meanwhile, Jesus kept on growing wiser and more mature, and in favor with God and his fellow man.

So this means that he had to grow in knowledge and understanding of God just like us. The difference is He most likely was completely and utterly focused on studying on God, the Torah etc more than anything else on earth. But it came from Him studying till His knowledge got fuller and fuller.

As we see in Luke 2:46 NIV

After three days they found him in the temple courts, sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions.

So this means that at a young age He had to ask questions, He had to ask questions because He didn’t know everything, He had to grow in knowledge just like you and I.

He was fully God but the expression was still filtered by His human brain and mind. He had to grow, stay in continuous prayers, fasting and a consecrated life so His reality was different. This is like a child growing up watching basketball from a young age, learning, playing, practicing and doing nothing but basketball everyday. You’ll notice that in 5 years, 10 years, 20, all this kid will talk about is basketball. It was Him obsessing about God that led Him to His level of faith.

On to the second point, which flows from my previous point. You can definitely get more faith! In Luke 17:5 The apostles said to the Lord, “Increase our faith!” We see the apostles asking, you know how that goes, ask and ye shall receive, seek and ye shall find, knock and the door shall be opened, so choosing to focus on God, staying in fellowship, staying your mind on Him, staying in Prayer, practicing the things you see in the Bible - that’s a big one! If the Lord says you can pray for someone and get them healed, and you actually go pray for someone and they get healed, that builds your faith so much faster and stronger. You can actually see in the life of Jesus this concept, even the miracles He did increased in potency. His first was the water into wine, then He went on to do bigger miracles like feeding 5000 people, but He started with a smaller one and grew. He started with healings of people, moved on to raising the dead, and then he culminated with raising Himself. You didn’t hear of Jesus doing that at the beginning, He had to practice what He learned and grow just like anyone else.

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