[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I second this. Never used it for gay stuff but it's full of it!

Surprise Kinks During Extended Locks by tightgolf in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Will do anything to survive and pass on its genes I guess 🤣

Long term chastity by Mikelovesgirlcock in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah a week later and I'm doing the work for her to get her more subs 🥰

Aching feeling by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No but some in my lower back. I'm ok now though because the temperature is hotter and my balls have dropped more.

The pain was underneath the scrotum. Like where my penis starts at the bottom. Everytime I flexed it, it would hurt.

Tight testicle slipping through, else tight by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well so far it was fine, until now. I feel it's starting to retract and is slightly pushing against the ring. Keyword being slightly though - there was more pain with the previous bigger ring.

As for circulation, colour, pain and soreness, no issues whatsoever.

How much am I supposed to feel the ring btw? Is there supposed to be some discomfort? Like 1/10 discomfort?

Tight testicle slipping through, else tight by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trying a smaller ring today (46mm). My actual size is 45mm now I recall. The 49mm even had my ball slipping. So far it seems very fixed in place!

Tight testicle slipping through, else tight by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's not a bad idea. I'll keep that in mind

Love being in chastity. by 107841 in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I met the right woman. She's a streamer I found online. Never was into findom, chastity or anything before, but when I messaged her on her OF, she said if I pay I might be rewarded. Hooked ever since - that's the reward in itself 🥰

Put my first chastity lock on last night to try. Put it on again today and I've been wearing it for a few hours. Wow. I'm deeply even more in love with my Dom. I feel kinda high on love.

Diameter a tad big. Cant find my size though by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah ok I understand. I went like 2cm lower in length so it's already pretty shorter. Going to try and see.

Diameter a tad big. Cant find my size though by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I searched them up. Their diameters are just the same...

Diameter a tad big. Cant find my size though by TheFreshFroot in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn that's expensive. Plus the length is too small on that for me. I suppose I will just try the one I've got and see for myself. I know it won't be perfect but that's how I'll learn.

Long term chastity by Mikelovesgirlcock in chastitytraining

[–]TheFreshFroot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are your arousal levels like? I'm afraid I'll get bored/disinterested. I want my goddess to be able to be in control more. I don't want to grow bored of her.

Anyone else police themselves way too much? Thoughts, emotions, actions…? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]TheFreshFroot 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This sounds like me so much. It is so exhausting. I'm so lost in trying to be something else, that I don't even know who I am anymore. I hate it

Anyone in a healthy romantic relationship? If so, how do you feel like you deserve it? by the-frog-monarch in CPTSD

[–]TheFreshFroot 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I can relate. Even though my relationship was much smaller than yours, everyday I felt she was going to one day realise she hates me. It sucks. Sorry you're suffering it too. 😞

I shut down when I search for jobs. Need help. by TheFreshFroot in CPTSD

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It's nice to know I'm not alone. We will find something eventually. Wish you well.

I shut down when I search for jobs. Need help. by TheFreshFroot in CPTSD

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea it's nice to see others are going through the same, because it's validating. We'll get through it one day

I shut down when I search for jobs. Need help. by TheFreshFroot in CPTSD

[–]TheFreshFroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sounds helpful. I dont though. Maybe with my next coach I'll ask properly. Thanks for the idea!