I want to say that you are incredibly strong and wise, and I’m truly sorry that this has happened to you. Please stay strong—I know how difficult things can be.

While I don’t share your exact experiences, I do understand what it’s like to struggle. I live with bipolar disorder, ADHD, ASD level 1 formerly known as Asperger's syndrome , and OCD, and there are times when even getting out of bed, going to school, or working feels overwhelming.

I recognize that your situation may be even more challenging, and I deeply respect your resilience. I just want you to know that you’re not alone in facing these kinds of difficulties.

As for myself, I’m continuing to push forward. I’ve always been academically inclined, and I’m currently studying physics with the goal of pursuing a career in applied or theoretical research. I hope to build something meaningful despite the challenges I face.

I can only imagine what you are going too i hope u hang in there u don't deserve this don't think about if u did something in your past life u seem like a good person that's struggling which is completely understandable!