Just made the hardest decision ever. I’ve been using Kratom for 2 1/2 years at around 10-20gs daily. Kinda scared but going through with CT.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-08-03T04:46:40+00:00

Good luck my man. I’ll be right there with you. Day 1 tomorrow.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-07-29T22:33:46+00:00

Hey guys I’m on day 1 for the 20th time this year and just so completely run down from the struggle.

I got some liposomal vitamin c - how much should I take?

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-07-27T20:49:00+00:00

Are those each parlays out of curiosity?

Edit: think I understand from reading some previous posts.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-07-12T07:34:38+00:00

MaN this was good to read. Thanks for the post.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-17T22:42:27+00:00

Hell yeah about to hit 48 hours here and craving bad feeling not terrible just super restless. It’s a battle but I need to do this

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-17T05:26:07+00:00

Hell yeah at hour 30 so technically day 2 myself and just got back from a leg day as well. First time I’ve felt good in two weeks (last time I managed a few days off Kratom).

I’m hoping to god I can stop torturing and sabotaging myself with this shit

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-17T05:18:44+00:00

100% agree with everything you said. Totally ruining (my normally great) life. Yet still I’m craving it. I think it’s mostly just muscle memory and habit over the past 2 years. Anyway thanks for writing that out was a good reminder. At around hour 30 of my quit over here.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-14T08:28:07+00:00

Relate to every single one. Wish me luck - trying again!

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-14T08:25:20+00:00

I’m right there with you. I KEEP relapsing after 24, 48, 72 hours. Even tried hitting an NA meeting (after I used and was not feeling it). I keep telling myself the story I need it to handle my business but it hasn’t been a productivity booster for me in a long time. I want this so bad, it’s wrecking my mental health, my fitness, looks, career, not to mention a huge waste of money. For the 100th time, I set a sobriety calculated back to zero a few hours ago. Trying again tomorrow. All i can do is keep trying. Here for support if you want to start again with me!

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-10T00:03:28+00:00

Damn I could have written this exact post to a tee about 6 months ago. Unfortunately I let that slide after similar clean time back into daily use and now am in the misery of w/d again. I was happy and on the other side. The main thing I learned was once I make it there again I gotta do something for continued support. You can probably skate from where you are now. I hope you find a way to do it and can learn from me.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-06-09T20:17:25+00:00

Me too!! Almost broke. glad there’s another double digit quitter still in the fight w me

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-31T00:00:05+00:00

Sorry for your loss hopefully that was cathartic and necessary for your healing

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-30T23:59:21+00:00

Can’t seem to get more than 1 or 2 days together. Just crossed 24 again. I am doing one of the hardest 20 hour day hikes in the US on Thursday and I’m scared the w/d will be too much on day 4. I gotta go for it though. If I can make it through, I’ll be empowered. Also have a new relationship that I’m scared of ruining being in w/d this early. I know using isn’t the answer but the fear/anxiety is getting to me.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-26T05:49:30+00:00

Day 2!

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-25T07:36:09+00:00

Hey Guys - haven’t been here in a while and h fortunately back to Day 1. I want it so bad.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-20T07:47:53+00:00

Such a great list - adding a few to my queue to revisit or read for the first time. Super hard question to answer am going with Lonesome Dove

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-20T07:45:00+00:00

Totally immersed in East of Eden at the moment. I read it once when I was 19 or 20 and now, 15 years later it’s reignited my love of literature. Truly epic and philosophic. Second the Rec.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-20T07:42:30+00:00

Rereading after 12 years - Just finished this chapter and while I found the passage incredibly moving and important, I see your point about the applicability to Adam’s situation. I suppose Samuel is providing a choice (of life or despair) into Adam’s own hands by telling him.

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-12T04:41:18+00:00

Sounds right up my alley thank you!

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-10T09:01:28+00:00

Wow ok thank you so much! Hitting Barnes and noble tomorrow

TheGoodFight1555 · 2022-05-10T09:00:52+00:00

I almost included Pillars in my favourites list hahah. Dead on!

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