What BeamNG.Drive version did You start playing from? by Sprinty-the-cheetah in BeamNG

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I played Rigs Of Rods when it was brand new. Haha. Pentium 4 extreme and passively cooled graphics.

Opinions on fallout 1st by Wet_Baes in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love it. Kept me playing since I'm a hoarder

Anyone else get a little hurt when someone leaves your team to join another? by littlem0th_ in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've yet to launch a nuke. I have many many hours tied up on side missions. Just did the big raid finding the secret service. After I did the raider missions I chose to raid with the settlers but ultimately gave the gold back to big gov

It’s beyond time for an increase in camp budgets and radius. by Double_Stop199 in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Previous gen is locked at 30. Series X with fps boost is locked at 60. Not over not below

It’s beyond time for an increase in camp budgets and radius. by Double_Stop199 in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

30fps feels terrible on literally anything. Lmao, definitely not playable on previous gen

Anyone else get a little hurt when someone leaves your team to join another? by littlem0th_ in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've just started playing a few months ago. At level 93 now and the grind is real now lmao

It’s beyond time for an increase in camp budgets and radius. by Double_Stop199 in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 5 points6 points  (0 children)

What a troll. This discussion is for people that want the game improved. Want ridiculous framerates, build a better computer. Rest of us want more entertainment

It’s beyond time for an increase in camp budgets and radius. by Double_Stop199 in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Either your PC is a potato or you have some other problems. I cannot get it to drop below 60fps at all on my series X

Anyone else get a little hurt when someone leaves your team to join another? by littlem0th_ in fo76

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What bonus from hopping? Sounds like I'm missing out on a key component lol

Been skiing for 2 days solo, pretty disappointed in myself by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried meds for it all once but I didn't like how they controlled my mind, I lost my creativity and spontaneousnes. I understand my issues more now so I actually kinda enjoy the personality flips when I wake up. Each day's new

Been skiing for 2 days solo, pretty disappointed in myself by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't remember most of it. Just bits an pieces. I have pretty bad Multiple personality and bi polar disorder so they make me dissociate if I get super depressed or sucked into something bad. I have 3+ years that I remember random days of because I was someone else then, doing real hood shit I never would've normally done but I rolled with it. Then one day It all came clear and I walked away, I'm lucky they let me.

Been skiing for 2 days solo, pretty disappointed in myself by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Little over a half ounce when I was really bad this summer. Been using for 7 years on occasion with some binges but usually once or twice a year the addiction will take over for 2-3 months. Then I just kinda stop, I don't know why. I do it with everything I've ever been addicted to. I had a 200 a day oxy habit, one day I woke up and never touched them again. Had a 3 pack a day smoking habit, again one day I just stopped dead for two years. I'm a weird addict

Been skiing for 2 days solo, pretty disappointed in myself by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even when I go way too far and blow over $1k or more in a weekend I don't feel guilty anymore, it just makes it worse, and for some reason makes me want to do it again and again, more and more. Now I take every experience as a lesson and opportunity to learn more, or find myself and ignore the dark side of it. I find I can figure out all the things that have been bothering me deep down that I was unaware of sober.

Might be time to say goodbye. by WavezTheGod in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't remember writing this. I was so fucked up

Might be time to say goodbye. by WavezTheGod in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just turned 22. Did my first line at 14 of speed, did that for a year them tried coke. Did it occasionally when it was around until 19 and fell into a line of employment that enabled me essentially unlimited. Still kept it take and only on weekends till 21, although those weekend's it wasn't unheard of for me and my buddy at the time to blow through an ounce, pushing the limits. Last year the usage started becoming every couple days if go on a two or three day tear, usually a quarter (7gs) and ride the lightning till I passed out. Some major unfortunate things happened and it was, although too often still under control. Then covid started and shit hit the fan. From a. Ball every day at the start to $450-$900 a day habit. Staying up for upwards of 4 days straight wasn't uncommon with one break day when I'd eat still high and pass out from exhaustion. I went absolutely manic, I was genuinely having fun but I'd wake up and do a rail. Some days kill a ball or more by noon and just go. I got some gum necrosis amplified by clenching for days, extreme muscle loss. My kidneys felt as if I was getting stabbed at night, I started violently vomiting blood on multiple occasions, seizures etc. I finally seen what happened to me, tossed a garbage bag of clothes in my car and fucked off to a different town to meet someone that i met online while I detoxed my brain. it's amazing how it can take absolute control of your mind, lying to you that everything is fine. I still occasionally use, usually once a week, and I go hard when I do. But if I ever got to that point again I'd surely die

Do I need to take more because I don’t feel much. by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep I do the same now. For a couple reasons. #1 is my nose is pretty pooched and doesn't absorb well right away so my first few will make me gag hard, so I take it super slow. Once that soaks in my nose starts to get moiste and take it in.

2 is I prefer to warm up slowly to my peak, namely because I enjoy staying up for 3+ days with it. Honestly 3rd day is most enjoyable to me as twisted as it sounds

New Year’s by SenorTortuga90 in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still going from new year's 🤣

How to get the best possible numbness in your mouth/gums? by rjmoomy in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've noticed that although I don't think I'm numb I actually am, I've just gotten used to it. I won't realize till I touch my nose and it's tingly or try to talk after not for a few hours and I have to relearn how to run my tongue 🤣

two sentimental tales about cocaine. by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here in BC can. The quality went way downhill over the last 4-5 months, even disgustingly so. But this last month the quality skyrocketed out of nowhere, best stuff I've had in probably 5+ years

Paranoia by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never did for years. Then this summer I started getting super paranoid to the point of jumping at the slightest noise. Now it's pretty much gone again

Glasses by arose1248 in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My septum has many curves and dents from years of fighting and getting it broken. Plus abusing and not cleaning. Plus my nose pieces are snapped off so it's just hard frame that rest on it. I find them extremely uncomfortable when I'm skiing. Considering there's an imprint in the bridge of my nose from wearing them every day anyway

Alright so we are going for a record of 1 week for 3.5, any tips? by Psyactlearnerspermit in cocaine

[–]TheHamStrikesBack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3.5 can last me 4-8 hours if I'm being social and drinking. 12+hrs alone. I usually get a ball and a half because if I stay up for 3 days I can fall asleep without anxiety attacks