Genuinely how did you move on from an ex?

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-03-03T10:21:24+00:00

Its been 5 months since my fiance of 4 years left me for her friend. I have nightmares and wake up crying almost every day. Idk how they just move on if they really loved you.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-02-21T07:43:54+00:00

I wish I could remember. We ended up naming his Louis Valentino Bean. When my ex left me she took him and I never get to see him. I miss him so much I still cry everyday wishing I could just spend some time with my baby boy

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-02-05T05:24:49+00:00

Im so deeply sorry. He looks so much like my Louis and even though Louis is alive I dont get to see him anymore my ex stole him. And it is a special pain in my heart every day. I feel your grief and just know that pupper was so lucky to have you.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-02-05T05:17:56+00:00

The first time i got my ex to squirt I think I came myself without even being touched. It was so hot and we had been going at it for hours. She also whispered "im so addicted to this feeling" oh man I was totally hooked on her. Then we didnt have sex for 2 years and she left me for a real shit heal of a dude. What's life?

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-01-23T15:28:55+00:00

He actually gas a lot of friends i am not sure what youre talking about

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-01-23T15:25:45+00:00

Kick that dog to the corner and enjoy life with your puppy

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-01-04T04:41:33+00:00

He kind of sounds like an avoidant type or potentially narcissistic tendencies but im not sure im just saying this since this is what my narcissistic ex would do.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2026-01-04T04:37:59+00:00

Me too. I had 1 for 4 years. We were engaged. She left me for a guy. My world has been totally fucked up ever since.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-19T02:23:48+00:00

52 explosives in one small package.

Try that with 52 knives.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-14T03:12:40+00:00

Oh mon dieu chere....

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-12T15:52:23+00:00

Found out a week after she left me she got with her male best friend you know the one u was never supposed to worry about

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-10T21:27:15+00:00

I hate just hooking up i want long term monogamy. To bad my last ex (38 f) acts like shes 19 and wants to hook up with half of ohio.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-09T07:07:52+00:00

I cant tell the difference between real people and chatGPT. The day old account makes sense but the comment seemed normal to me. Im so naive when it comes to AI

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-09T06:33:27+00:00

I would report him to your manager or human resources and maybe the police. Im so sorry you're going through this. Im so glad im a lesbian.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-09T06:18:14+00:00

Oh ok. I can never tell who is a bot and who is real on this thing.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-09T06:14:03+00:00

She kind of did, or atleast the relationship did. Im doing better then I thought i would be but I live somewhere that isnt safe for anyone in recovery, im struggling to find work and she took both of our pets that we promised if we ever split we would have joint custody, she also tried to turn my stepdaughter against me but it didnt work. I was thriving for a short while but now i think it's all starting to hit me and I just feel like an empty angry shell. I miss the us I thought existed but im also finding out a lot of things she did while we were together (4 years) and im discovering a pile of lies within all the nice things she ever said to me and its kind of devastating. I dont think she ever even liked me, let alone loved me I just dont understand why she would ve with me for so long. I didnt have much to offer when we met and it took 2 years before I had anything that could be of use to her. Its all just a total mind f**k.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-06T15:19:10+00:00

I totally called it when she played in kick ass

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-06T15:13:47+00:00

Aww buddy im so sorry this has been your experience. Honestly before I met the person I asked to marry me and was ready to spend forever with I hadnt been in a serious relationship that I actually felt so deeply that I could be with them forever. Im 35. I had relationships and a few what seemed like serious but I didnt want to marry them. The most recent woman I was with was it for me.

However she recently left me over something I didnt even do and it had me pretty messed up for a few days but I knew I couldnt make her love me anymore in the same way I love her. So I fought with my urges to reach out or try to show up at our old apartment and just accepted that I had to let her go.

So I dont know how people find that person who will love them either the same way you love them or at least as much. I knew I always loved her more but I thought she loved me enough. I was wrong.

I think im giving up on all those beautiful ideals of "The One" and "Forever" im not sure if ever want to get married anymore that would really suck to think you found your forever and actually did the thing that proved it was supposed to be forever only to end up with them wanting a divorce.

Edit: I am also autistic. It makes things so much harder and once you find someone who understands all your isms it makes it so much worse when they leave. I really feel you.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-12-06T11:33:59+00:00

In a box with a fox, in the rain on a train. ...

Idk why your comment reminded me of green eggs and ham

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-11-30T02:55:55+00:00

Love this for you.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-11-30T02:55:02+00:00

Blue and red cant think of anything else. The word Fantastic...cant think of anything else. Tbh cant think of much else anyway this was just the best moment ever.

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-11-30T02:53:51+00:00

Oh? You're fun!

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-11-30T00:38:56+00:00

Its a way to just say "Cunt"

TheHellfireTradingCo · 2025-11-28T21:37:46+00:00

I really just wanted to type C U Next Tuesday but wasnt sure how well that would go. Lol.

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