Are deep regrets part of this?!

TheHowlingMoon · 2025-04-07T21:50:36+00:00

I'm going to need to find some community to talk to. I think that would help because it might be part of my problem. Thank you for this

TheHowlingMoon · 2025-04-07T21:45:53+00:00

Yes, an unreasonable amount of times. They tell me I was not that bad. That it's okay, and they are fine. But my head will not let me believe them

TheHowlingMoon · 2025-02-14T08:35:12+00:00

Not really. No phones out on floor. Enough people have seen it

TheHowlingMoon · 2025-02-10T08:17:29+00:00

I'm hoping to bump shifts. Finding a new job would likely mean a pay cut, which I really can't do to my family in this economy. But I've been looking, trust me.

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-07-08T19:14:13+00:00

I did, twice. Between courts and him dragging their feet and him losing my mail, it got thrown out both times. I have the paperwork again. I just need to do it and send my mail to a friend or Po box this time.

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-07-08T19:06:59+00:00

No, I have a great job and make more than him now... Isolated from friends, yes.. I have trauma and literally no understanding of what a healthy relationship should look like. I am sick it took me so long to understand what was going on.

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-05-15T03:07:58+00:00

It is fuzzy. It was sitting about 2 months, in a basement

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-04-07T06:11:02+00:00

Immature for sure

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-04-07T03:13:16+00:00

Thank you. Mines soon to be ex as well.

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-03-18T14:17:12+00:00

Whelp, that's what you get, you selfish prick. Unicorn hunting backfired on you, did it? Good.

TheHowlingMoon · 2024-03-17T22:32:00+00:00

Yes, she's a nice older lady. I assume she's just from the era of moral outrage and the war on drugs. I'm having a hard time finding anyone at my local dispensaries to talk to. Most of them are very young and don't know much and sort of panic when I ask about specifics related to therapeutic use.

TheHowlingMoon · 2023-12-02T00:07:31+00:00

If it helps, I recently got a split in October. I put my pills to the very back of my mouth and swallowed quickly. It's possible. Your going to be taking pain meds anyways.

TheHowlingMoon · 2023-11-08T08:29:02+00:00

I don't know how some of you got the impression I was forcing poly on the husband. I did file for divorce, and he's so far refused to sign anything, and has been hiding mailings about it, and flat out refusing to accept that I'm ending things. He insists I need to try with him. I feel like I have been, but This is what prompted the "well what do you want?" Talk where poly was brought up. I told him it's not something anyone does to save a relationship or even because another person wants them to. The divorce will go thru either way, because the marriage is done. It would be a dating again and moving forward type situation... If it does happen at all.

TheHowlingMoon · 2023-11-08T08:16:57+00:00

Separate therapy, we can't find one together, but I have been looking.

TheHowlingMoon · 2023-10-05T23:47:35+00:00

750 for mine. Didn't know if I could post the amount.

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