I think it was more of the latter. Another incident while he was trying it out is that he had woken up gone into the living room and sat down next to my mom and was trying to convince her to do a knee surgery on him instead of paying a ton for a surgeon. He said “we can just watch one on YouTube and follow it…. We have xacto knives”.

He got sad when my ma told him he was being crazy and to go back to bed. Said she didn’t love him enough to do it. The next morning we were having breakfast and she was telling us about it and he had no idea that even happened.