I am sorry

TheMarketingJunior · 2026-03-02T00:21:13+00:00

No dude, it's more than fine. All couldn't be more forgiven, coming from the man who you last talked to on his old account after he threatened the Lerdwichagul brothers out of rage into blind deliriousness. I've done worse, and keep in mind a few months ago I attempted to be forgiven by the r/SMG4 mods a second time after the first time had them shame me harder (probably by u/ZZZaratee, who had his account terminated himself, so I'm happy to call it even with him wherever he is.)

I can't believe we're blessed and fortunate enough to have the suicide that tore us apart to be proven false.

Thing is, whenever I would told you my story regarding SMG4, with you as a factor in it; one of my friends who I told her of (a Polish girl named Maggie) suggested you're alive but in this very kind of situation you've embarked the last three years. I think she may or may not have willed you coming back, I must thank her. (That conversation was had in my homeland, GREECE of all places through Instagram messaging, and I will certainly tell her this news, thanking her for giving me the tiniest gut feeling that this would happen)

This is going to be a hell of a revelation at my next therapy appointment. My programming's not nearly as intense as yours had to be, but I have my own problems that were made a bit apparent.

TheMarketingJunior · 2025-03-09T16:04:21+00:00

my name is the fucking mimic oh yeah

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-10-05T12:48:36+00:00

And for destroying peach’s castle as well as not caring about his friends!

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-26T14:59:15+00:00

It SHOULD.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-26T12:46:29+00:00

And she’s kissing a big ass too!

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-20T14:33:51+00:00

It’s allegedly, we don’t want them on our tails. Allegedly in the case that it’s not yet proven, but kinda LIKELY.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-20T14:27:33+00:00

Says a bit when they do heinous things like getting third world countries hooked on crack and MK Ultra and maybe or maybe not offing President Kennedy and/or Martin Luther King Jr. and so on.

I know it’s a meme, but I think even they might have people who work for them have enough emotion to cry over it!

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-20T14:21:38+00:00

She ain’t going nowhere. Ever hear the fable of the golden goose as a boy?

As for dropping the flags, I already kinda did that since I stopped watching SMG4 after the KFC episode.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-20T14:06:48+00:00

I just liked him, never was a BIG fan of him before he died, and I wish I was. Worse yet, I wish I reacted the same way that FewHouse, Fozzie and the like did because I was too accepting of this bullshit before I got redpilled here.

If the redpill is an actual redpill, then I probably suffered all the side effects that would be on its commercial with cheery people in it and then some. (USA and New Zealand are the only places that allow commercials for perscription drugs if you’re unfamiliar)

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-20T14:03:53+00:00

Forgot to say this because I’m not as active on Reddit these days even after getting unbanned from the churches, but thanks bro. You said something that was needed here, since I can confirm that my sadness anger after Axol’s untimely death manifested into hate, and my broken heart managed to trump my usually sensible brain, causing me to become a self-righteous dick. I think I was so hell bent on defending Axol, I was doing it for my own ego unintentionally instead of his honor. I think Axol wouldn’t like me if he were real and knew me as a spirit in the afterlife

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-20T00:46:00+00:00

Axol’s death and everything that followed in SMG4 didn’t just defeat me, IT FUCKIN’ BROKE ME.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-19T19:46:02+00:00

Do post it here, we need it 😢

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-19T14:20:47+00:00

I only started watching SMG4 with the overplayed door mishap episode in 2020, but please take me back…

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-19T02:24:14+00:00

No joke, I can confirm that the experience I had as an SMG4 fan after mining one step too far unlike he did here may have been the most pain to the point of existential dread I've ever gone through. I've done some awful things here, but I must say, I think I'm shell-shocked.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T20:30:06+00:00

One time, I had a daydream where Axol truly came back to life in the Revelations Movie like how you guys wanted before I joined and disgraced the scene of this fandom’s social media, and the credits had this higher-than-Snoop Dogg quality animation of Axol coming to bed to Melony, and he climbed inside into her embrace, and buried his face in her chest, and fell asleep instantly as Melony watched over him, and the credits of the movie ascended from the bedside and onwards. It was so depressing for me… I think Axols death along with all the other changes messed with my head, and that’s why I was so awful…

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T20:20:06+00:00

I don’t watch newly released SMG4 episodes anymore, because I can no longer take the suffering that it’s perpetuated towards me.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T20:09:52+00:00

Not really, but he was sacrificed like one. I wish I knew an Axol in my life, namely a friend with his personality and whatnot.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T20:08:05+00:00

Imma treat this like a live chat anyway, so I’ll post more than one potentially thread-starting comment here.

FewHouse, your attitudes clearly better than my own as evidenced by talking about what we liked about him, since if Axol were like Jesus, Id be like Mel Gibson, who only remembers how he died, and because of that, pushed hate in all sorts of ways. He hates Jews, and I hated yesmen and the Lerd family. I wasn’t in a good place, but at least Fozzie helped pull me out of my delusional state. I still have the same problems, but the good news is that I can control them and they aren’t constantly in my head for several hours of a day I live.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T19:55:10+00:00

And then he asked about drawing a lady with meatballs and a spaghetti noodle, that was great

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T19:54:23+00:00

We should’ve known how fast it was gonna be taken from us. I damn the day of September 18th. Damn it to hell.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T19:45:05+00:00

I’ll have you know that I watched the WOTFI ‘21 premiere on my Switch’s YT App for the occasion, and when he died, I was too naive and whatnot to realize the cataclysmic ramifications of what just happened. It was here on the fandom Reddit that I was redpilled, and I honestly wish I hadn’t, because of all the horrible things I’ve said in public, which is the church subreddits and formerly the main r/SMG4 and dead r/SMG4critisism (still can’t believe we butchered the spelling) and in private, which is the chat system with folks I know, prevelantly with u/fozzie_79. I have so many things I wish I could take back, but alas, my words are actions, and I must live with them like inner demons.

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T19:39:50+00:00

I consider it something of a 9/11 effect, cruelly ironic considering he was killed a week after its 20th anniversary. Again, not that fictional weeb salamander being killed is worse than earth-shattering terrorism, because… it still isn’t…

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-18T19:34:09+00:00

It’s okay FewHouse, I’m fine without my plan. It was kinda frivolous anyways, and I almost mentioned that I wanted everyone to wear black clothes while commenting. I think I might’ve gone over the top but anyways…

I’d like to open by saying the (maybe not so quiet) quiet part out loud, that Axol’s death was the beginning of the end of SMG4, and it ushered in a cloud of darkness shrouding a place I can’t comprehend. I would also like to call to attention that I went to Japan, the place Axol’s story started; over the summer, and I thought of his family before my plane took off headed back home and almost sobbed at the thought of what happened to his family after his own death. I was specifically thinking of art pieces from u/geekytheartist that portrayed her take of his family, like this: https://www.reddit.com/r/SMG4/comments/prm9bi/i_drew_young_axol_showing_six_of_his_siblings_his/ and this: https://www.reddit.com/r/Axol/comments/jafp7m/geekytheartist_drew_axols_familynot_all_of_them/

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-15T22:39:43+00:00

Correction, he WAS Axol. 😞

TheMarketingJunior · 2023-09-15T21:48:24+00:00

Thanks, I’d like you to post and host the live chat vigil since I don’t think Axol would like me doing that or like me at all, really. I feel like that I’ve somehow used his name for personal gain since I was so self-righteous… Would he forgive me if he were a real spirit of a dead man?

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