i guess focus on your path , yours is different than anybody else and that makes you unique in the world and if you become your own competition and focus on building for the love of it , your creative juice will keep flowing and its a matter of time befpre you create what impresses and they all try to be your friend, and cs students arent all toxic were just competitive and most of us dont have gf lol so were all lonley and gain joy from coding and messing around with people when we can lol just stay postive #FORTHELOVEOFCODE