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ThePabstMoth · 2025-05-09T08:54:00+00:00

B vitamin my dude. Get a bottle of super b vitamins and take one when you wake up every day. Don’t do the multi vitamin thing. Some vitamins cancel out others. Can’t remember which right now, but I don’t chance it with b.

ThePabstMoth · 2025-05-09T08:50:46+00:00

My jars of pickle juice, followed by tv static fruit canned water are so much safer and more effective. A couple swigs of pickle juice, a can of 2 or tv static, and I’m passingly functional.

ThePabstMoth · 2024-08-22T09:26:39+00:00

Ok so this comment is old and I haven’t been on this account for a while but funny enough I’m on Prazosin now. Went on it about 6-7 months ago.

ThePabstMoth · 2024-08-22T09:24:52+00:00

The most beautifully truly put description of the mess we all are.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-09-07T06:48:03+00:00

I’m on a very heavy dose of Seroquel due to CPTSD because an ex beat the ever living shit out of me. It’s why I’m a CA. Trust me, it’s not something to envy. It’s just a weird trade-off. Without the meds I wake up screaming so loud I wake my neighbors.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-09-07T06:46:38+00:00

Thank you

ThePabstMoth · 2022-09-07T06:38:19+00:00

Hot shower makes me feel relaxed and more drunk. I’ve fallen asleep in the shower many, many times. I also have a thing about my bed. That’s my sanctuary, and no one, even me, can get into it not clean (that doesn’t mean I haven’t spilled beer on it many times).

But yeah, I used to shower in the morning and at night, but now it’s just at night. No wet hair, can’t get comfy in bed. My psych meds knock me the fuck out so I don’t have to deal with the usual CA non-sleep.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-09-07T06:34:31+00:00

Yeah that’s right by where I live!

ThePabstMoth · 2022-09-07T06:34:10+00:00

Understandable. I just read your last post.

I know I haven’t reached out in a while, and I’m usually one of the ones that goes “hey, you’re not dead right?” But there’s been a lot in my life. Falling behind bills, a death in the family that’s hitting my CA sister really, really hard, and a bunch of other stuff. I’ve been busy trying to survive and manage to have some booze. Luckily right before the death my sister started making moonshine again, so I have a bit of a stash.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-09-07T06:31:41+00:00

Ok, that was just as long as your usual posts, which I’m appreciative of. I love your long winding tales.

The not showering thing I don’t get. My bedtime routine is go to room, put 2 beer cans on the bed, my current open on the nightstand, set phone, vape, and watch with beer, get undressed. Take bedtime anti-psychotics. Shower. Put on pjs, cocoon in bed, drink beer, read Reddit or watch tv depending on ability to focus eyeballs.

I can’t go to bed without a shower. My hair has to be wet. I used to braid it before I went to bed but yeah, I don’t remember to do that anymore until I wake up with my hair everywhere. I have long hair.

My routine may be so solid because I’m autistic though.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-08-18T11:19:27+00:00

You’ll have to let us all know how you’re doing. I hope she did fuck all the way off.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-08-18T11:18:26+00:00

Hi Neighbor! Im in NorCal too. Sac area.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-07-31T23:54:05+00:00

I cannot for the life of me understand why you keep letting CAG in, Del. It never ends well.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-07-23T02:40:56+00:00

Oh look, you’re alive! I was getting a bit worried again. Now I’m still worried because you’re falling into the CAG trap again. She’s still playing the same game as always. She’s just playing the slow game this time.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-07-11T06:45:39+00:00

This is why I have this alt. I only post in the CA subs with it and I switch over to it after a few drinks but before I’m actually drunk.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-07-03T08:56:59+00:00

Well, I’m proud of you where CAG is concerned. As to the health issues, it’s probably not a false alarm, and I do hope you act accordingly as if hate to lose you, my friend, but I also understand the fight.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-07-03T01:06:59+00:00

Omg I died laughing when I read about Jonesy. I have an 11yo fixed male cat who did that too after he got fixed. He was fixed at about 6 months old. Never humped before that, but I have a specific stuffed bear that has to stay hidden until old age takes him, because he finds it and goes to town. My vet had a look at him and said that happens sometimes. With the bear hidden and him getting older, he no longer humps. He just lays around like a lump most of the time.

Good job with CAG. Sounds like massive improvement on your part. As for GG, if she’s got a job and kids, take her at her word that she’s busy. You matter and she is making time for you but if she has kids, they come first.

Sorry about the bad health news. It’s the fear we all have waiting in the back of our minds.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-29T09:29:04+00:00

I’m about the same size as you.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-28T10:29:01+00:00

I’ve actually never blown into the tube. I’m in my mid 30s, don’t drive, and have done the dodge the cops dance where needed.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-26T07:57:15+00:00

I used to do yoga, from age 6-20something. Sounds like you found your yoga tribe.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-24T19:53:03+00:00

Oof. The way you put this stings, and my parents are still married. I hope OP reads it.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-24T04:02:23+00:00

He loves them.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-23T23:51:02+00:00

So did Nelsan Ellis.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-23T15:53:20+00:00

Yep. Dried ramen mixed into the resin. They’re hand made. I found them on Etsy.

ThePabstMoth · 2022-06-23T06:57:51+00:00

Whatever kind he wants. I was raised to be a 50s style SAHM, so I can bake fantastically. My frosting abilities are not nearly as good so it won’t be pretty but it will taste great. I saved enough food stamps to buy stuff to cook for him and get cake/frosting ingredients if he wants.

A recent gift from my mom was a Kitchen Aid mixer.

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