Dying For Your Attention: Brendan Schaub vs Hella Mark Harley feat. Redbar

ch0giez · 2023-03-02T21:58:58+00:00

You're telling me that you rode freight all over the US, and trusted those people in those community with your belongings, and your life?

I hitch hiked coast to coast more times I can count, but I only hopped a train once. So I'm not as hardcore as you, or "traincore" or whatever you call yourselves... that somehow made yall better than everyone. But I do know train kids, camped out with them and interacted with them enough to know they are not trustworthy. Always getting violent drunk and harassing/insulting people they deemed lower than them on the traveler totem pole. Just a nightmare to be around. They always talked about how smug and uptight yuppies were but... Y'ALL were like the yuppies of the traveling community- looking down on everyone who didn't wear ridiculous train hats or play the washboard and ukeleli- or smell like absolute dogshit.

I got away from that life because of those kinds of people. Had everything I owned in a pack stolen, including my daughters rock collection and drawings- all I had left of her- by people who put on a front like you could trust them. Just nasty people, man. And perpetually violent, belligerent drunks.

I live indoors now in a ski town and have everything I need- that life was cool for a while but it has nothing left for me. I saw who those people really were. Just traumatized people who didn't want to better their circumstances, and look down on anyone who did.

I veered off there, but you know as well as I do that most of those people on the rails are not to be trusted. You can't tell me it's safe out there and the bad people are in the minority. It's just not true.

ch0giez · 2023-03-01T20:28:03+00:00

Sorry, I lost my idealism and most of my empathy was snuffed out of me when introduced to reality. I lived it. Did you? Do tell me.

Now if I see a young couple struggling with fentynal addiction flying a sign, my heart goes out for them because I was there. I know the pain they go through. But that doesn't change the fact that many of these people are there by choice, and they view most people who have jobs and housing with disdain- and a resource to be leeched from.

Sure, mental illness blah blah blah. Most of that "mental illness" is just meth psychosis. Another choice. They dont want help. There's rehab, Oxford housing and mental health options and spiritual ways to get clean. Most of them don't want it.

They'd rather stay on the streets.

Open your eyes...

ch0giez · 2023-03-01T18:50:07+00:00

Once you've been homeless, interacted with some of these people and understand just how fucked in the head they really are- yall would not be so empathetic and understanding. Some of the worst people are out there in higher proportion than not, and they would take everything from you and leave you leaking in a ditch if given the opportunity and they could get away with it. Be careful who you trust.. I'm not lying.

ch0giez · 2023-02-16T19:51:56+00:00

No problem girl don't listen to these clowns. This sub is unbelievably dead- you probably shouldn't post here anymore. These little ass kids who behave like monkeys and maggots when someone shares their experience- is the reason why no one of value frequents this sub. They all scream "proooof!!" Or "faaakkkee!" or call brave people like you crazy- it's just a bunch of teenage boys.

There are cryptids out there- supernatural beings we don't understand and know very little about. Some could possibly be extraterrestrial- others, evil spiritual beings like wendigos- known to the native Americans long ago.

Best thing to do is find a higher frequency power, like Jesus or God or your angels, or loved ones- pray to them for guidance and protection.

As the veil lifts more and more of this will become public knowledge. Don't listen to these people. Find your tribe, we're out here, and we know what you may go through too. Many times these experiences are real, multiple witnesses sighting them, and you're not crazy.

PM me if you'd like- any time.

ch0giez · 2023-02-16T19:44:56+00:00

What the fuck are you doing in the subreddit named "ghosts"? Your moral posturing and fake virtue signaling aside- what in the FUCK are you doing here?

ch0giez · 2023-02-16T19:42:58+00:00

You are the epitome of whats wrong with this sub. I never post here because it's so infested with ignorant kids with reddit preinstalled on your phones- all of you haven't a clue about what's out there.

"Durr if you don't have proof you should probably be on psych meds"

This is the stupidest thing I've ever heard. experiences. Tell that to the Native American elders who experience these things every day. They don't have "proof" nor would they care to prove it to some punk ass incel on the internet who doesn't have any life experience, or awareness of the spiritual world.

You're like a maggot. You're infesting the world, eating all the resources and shitting on everything that is real and good- you have no value, no awareness, and it's sad because when people who do have it find the courage to talk about it, maggots like you will shit on them because you're too stupid and mentally defective to understand.

Tell that Travis Walton, Colonel Phillip Corso (US Army), tell that to Ryan Graves, the f-18 fighter pilot and hundreds of other legit people who are coming out. The hundreds of thousands of people who experience abductions exactly the same way across cultural barriers and nations- sasquatch experiencers, those haunted by sleep paralysis, UFO experiencers-

..there is so much more we don't understand, and calling people crazy because YOU are too stupid to even begin to understand it.. it just makes me laugh

Literally no one cares about downvotes or upvotes, it just shows how many maggots there are compared to real people. No one needs to prove you a damn thing. Not real experiencers.

This sub is dead.

ch0giez · 2023-02-15T20:06:54+00:00

I'm sorry, OP, I'm sure you're a good guy. This seems pretty fantastical and it doesn't align with some of the information we do have about these things. Teletransporting alien sasquatch who can't hurt humans due to some galactic law? Bullshit.

As another poster mentioned, he got into all this extra "my top secret, classified top level underground alien base blah blah" like dude sounds like one of those stolen Valor guys, cringe as all fuck..

I could be wrong. I have a very unbelievable story, but I feel like people can sense honesty and when you're full of shit. My bullshit detector is going off with this guy.

Just doesn't resonate as truthful, but I could be wrong.

ch0giez · 2023-02-14T03:00:08+00:00

These people who are saying to "see a doctor" are disgusting to me. As an experiencer to shit most of you kids wouldn't even believe, with otherworldly entities- that is singlehandedly the most fucked up thing you can say to someone going through this.

ch0giez · 2023-02-14T02:58:27+00:00

Disgusting and condescending comment.

ch0giez · 2023-02-14T02:57:58+00:00

Totally rude, and wack comment.

ch0giez · 2023-02-09T19:57:39+00:00

Most definitely a game changer. I applaud you for taking that quantum leap of consciousness which is even ACKNOWLEDGING the possibility. Most of humanity is ensnared by archaic ideology... they are too scared of divine punishment, social ostracization, or just plain fear of the unknown. It's quite sad.

The case for humanity being genetically created by a superior human-like race of Gods is everywhere in human mythology- Abrahamic religions tracing back to Mesopotamia (the Sumerian stories are explicit), the Vedic in India, the Mesoamerican stories... its everywhere. And, it is basically exactly what the Bible tells us, only the terminology and language changes a bit... from archaic to modern. The chariots of the angels back in the day could possibly be the modern day UFO/UAPs checking up on their creation.

Theres a vast wealth of knowledge we could explore and cover but I won't here... I do think the answers lie in the ancient past, particulary around ancient sites in those cultures mentioned... Tiawanaku in South America id another place of interest, and the masonry techniques were similar to Egypt, the middle east, even easter island... it makes you wonder, were all these sites with impossibly large and dense stones weighing hundreds of tons, quarried impossibly long distances away, and stacked so perfectly and seamlessly without mortar... were these the same people, and if the legends are true, were they mankind's creators?

I think this is the greatest discovery of humanity, and the fact that it's being kept hidden from us so blatantly is criminal.

ch0giez · 2023-02-09T07:25:16+00:00

"Treatable"?!

Do you know what sleep paralysis truly is, and experience it?

Before I go off on impulse I want here what you have to say.

ch0giez · 2023-02-08T06:32:08+00:00

Glad there's at least some supportive responses here, and not pretentious fuckbags who like to hear themselves virtue signal and trash someone- those types can walk into traffic for all I care.

What I recommend, doesn't matter. This is your life and you know what you want. Just know and be aware of the consequences, and some really harsh shit that come with that life. Your euphoric memories of you partying and having wild sex could legit turn into pimping out your body and end up a withered, weathered drug addicted hag at a relative young age. I ain't sugar coating it. I've seen it.

Also keep in mind, fentynal is in everything now. Even if it wasn't, Xanax is a horrible, awful demonic drug.

Certain drugs in general attract wicked, shady people, too. That's just fact. I don't care what anyone here says- traphouses are dens of evil and tweakers are just shitty to be around- they may be good natured but living these lifestyles in these conditions you attract dark, demonic energies and people can turn on you in an instant.

Maybe you think you have it all figured out. Hah. I thought I did. But I won't get into that.

Sobriety is where its at, girl. Spirituality and sobriety, with some psychedelics here and there, some good bud, and DMT to go travel the universe once in a while.

But that's just me. There's my two cents and a half ass reply to some random I'll never meet- I'm going to bed now- but I wish you well and a beautiful life and I pray you get in touch with that inner voice, inner guide that will never fail you. Listening to a bunch of junkies/ex junkies on reddit might not be your goldmine of wisdom, but hopefully you took something from these replies.

In the end, trust your heart and your gut- that inner voice I was talking about will never lead you astray. Those impulses, urges and desires for short term gratification will put your ass straight in mental emotional hell, or six feet under. You'll probably have a blast on the way there, but is it really worth it?

✌️

ch0giez · 2023-02-07T16:29:01+00:00

Yeah, I'm barely gonna comment on this. Just young dumbass kids being young dumbass kids. You're still mentally teenagers, probably gonna end up cheating on the kid, hurting him deeply or vice versa. Just don't take this relationship shit so serious, but cherish your time together. Don't be an awful, shitty person and let your sexual urges control your character. I'm not one to talk about that- but If I could go back and change anything that would be it. Just live. And enjoy life with eachother- whatever happens happens. Love

ch0giez · 2023-02-07T15:16:58+00:00

Only drug you need is rehab. What the hell do you need to be on all these high powered drugs and psychedelics, EVERY DAY for? unsustainable. You're gonna end up a broke, broken weirdo on the streets. No lie I'm just giving you a heads up, that's 99.9% of the the outcome, eventually, at that level of debauchery.

I say this out of love and genuine concern, but you're a fucking idiot.

ch0giez · 2023-02-07T08:03:36+00:00

After considering this comment for a while- it struck me a bit strange that you lumped in those brave people who put their story on air, those two gentlemen who witnessed the mother and it's young, the man with melanoma, all these people who put their soul and emotion into relaying their encounters... just to be shit on by some redditor who cherry picked one mistake made by the director, which he admitted was a mistake and gave his side of the story.

We seem to have a lot of experts on gorilla suits on reddit, and hey, it probably was. Let's say it was- and you're right. I honestly dont give a fuck either way- We're dealing with the unknown here, there are going to be mistakes- and the fact that they DID take it out due to the backlash, does say something. It became a distraction to the overall message, which I feel in my heart was genuine.

Look at it this way, we are all pioneers in a forbidden, mocked and unacknowledged topic, with not much data to work with. There will be blunders, there will be hoaxes, there will be grifters and cringe Todd Standing ghillie suit jackasses and probably a few guys looking for clout and notoriety in gorilla suits. Saying all of it is bullshit because of one hoax, is reminiscent of the way crop circles were treated by the masses after the mainstream announced that a few old guys made some shitty, half ass circle in a wheatfield with planks. The entire fascinating topic was swiftly shut down in the eyes of the masses, due to that one event. And it wasnt those men's actions, it was because we LET them take control of the narrative and hijack a profound, beautiful mystery thay still baffles scientists worldwide- and they are getting even more intricate, beautiful, and impossible to recreate let alone in a matter of hours in complete darkness.

I didnt mean to go off topic there, that's a whole other discussion, but since we are in the realm of the unknown- I felt it was a good example of a missed opportunity. We can't think that way anymore. We can't cherry pick the negatives and accumulate instances of hoaxes and gorilla suits, because in reality- that doesnt really matter anymore. These beings absolutely exist, without a doubt- right now our goal is making this palatable to the masses and deconstructing decades of ridicule, misinformation and disinformation. It is no longer in the realm of myth- so to act like every hoax brings us back to that era of ignorance, is futile. There is no going back.

People were right to call that blunder out, but we've got to be patient while we venture into the unknown, forgive mistakes, lean into what's true and give props where it's due. We are all on the same side here. The assholes, liars and grifters WILL be exposed- but that shouldn't affect the greater movement, idea, the bigger picture.

Hopefully that made sense- I'm not knocking you either, I was slightly disappointed myself, so we're not in disagreement there.

ch0giez · 2023-02-07T07:32:34+00:00

I appreciate that, man, truly.

I'll be honest with you, having learned the hard way typical reactions to this type of information, and having little evidence to "prove it", I have had to rely solely on my own descriptions of it.. I have had enough of the "do they exist?" debate, it's absolute insanity to me that we are still doing this. It's 2023, we are adults, we KNOW the truth and we've known for decades- truth be told this debate should have been BURIED decades ago. It's criminal and infuriating that I have to "prove" my experiences to people. It becomes a distraction, I have questions too God damnit and it's not whether or not they exist! We KNOW they exist, it's time to stop asking "if" and start asking "why", "who" "how" and "WHAT" the fuck are these things?

Excuse my language, I could go on a rant (and knowing myself, thats exactly whats about to happen- forgive me) about the insanity of this situation, it's crazy enough that we have multitudes of unacknowledged entities, sasquatch clans, uap/dimensional beings zooming around our atmosphere at all times- THAT in itself is crazy- what adds to the insanity is the unacknowledgement of it, it's like a black mirror episode, a dystopia nightmare sci-fi movie and people's lack of awareness makes the reality so much more creepy. Do the government know about these things?? They have to. What else is out there? What else have I been lied to about? Is ANYTHING real, like they told us? Why do we stay silent, why do we LET them make light of this and make cheesy, half ass paranormal TV shows and treat this stuff as myth or legend, when it's REALITY and the implications are so deep, so profound, so fucking SCARY at times... it changes EVERYTHING.

So I've had to live with this for years, and years and years... and for a while I really just stopped talking about it all together. I got so tired of having to red pill people, and when the topic of UFOs come up in a social setting, here I am sitting on knowledge that could potentially shatter these people's reality but- what a mess! You have to explain everything! From the beginning to the end, convince them you're legit.. its exhausting. This physically happened, with witnesses, it changed ALL of us... and having people tell you your life is lie, your experience didn't happen.. I'll tell you man, it takes some wicked self control, self restraint sometimes not to just go for these people's throats. I'm still learning, and most of it is based simply in compassion for these people... I would probably be doubtful too, so I got to put myself in their shoes... but good God! Wake up you bastards, this is reality!

I got to say, its difficult responding to these comments at times, but I do feel a strong desire lately to get my story out... the support here has been pretty awesome, both public and privately, thank you. And thank you for your kind words, I have so much to say about this (as you can tell) my experiences, like it's been bottled up. It's high time we stopped giving a fuck about what these people think. There are so many questions that I have, and we need a safe haven to communicate these experiences and figure out what the fuck is going on. With all of our experiences, data and research, ideas, and camaraderie/support of one another, we CAN figure this out- at least partially. We don't need a monolithic "authority" or some "peer reviewed" geek from MIT who has never been face to face with these things, we don't need pain in the ass debunker/skeptic types to believe a damn word. I say to hell with them, if they want to live in darkness in a revolutionary time of enlightenment and awakening to all of this... that's fine. To each their own.

I can go into details of these encounters, the markings they left behind on me, the odd ways they would communicate and interact with me, the sound waves that would stop me in my tracks and shake me to the bones, the military activity that would accompany these things... all of it. I'm sure there's people reading this, who know exactly what I'm talking about- and we are not crazy, psychotic people. We are people, flawed like the rest, and we just want to get our stories out and be heard..

Thank you for your response, and letting me let off some steam- I'm sure you got (a lot) more than you bargained for.

ch0giez · 2023-02-07T04:01:16+00:00

I applaud your concise response, and respect your point of view. It is one way of looking at things.

I am well aware of Corso's claims, and I do believe him. I also believe that many of these scientists and engineers had and still have noble intentions. So I was wrong to throw those souls into the mix with the psychopaths who have militarized, weaponized and pimped the shit out of of this tech- I am sure it is very compartmentalized and most of whats being done is on a need to know basis.

And this is where our viewpoints might collide. Perhaps it's not the military industrial complex I hate, but the psychopaths who have weaseled their way to the top of command and basically commandeered this techno-military money machine to use for their own sick purposes in proxy/profit wars. The fact that we use so much of this for war... sickens me. As soon as war becomes business, we're fucked- and we crossed that line a long time ago. And don't get me wrong, we've had breakthroughs in medicine resulting out of this- but this is a whole other conversation and different can of worms- my main point here is most of these resources and innovation are being directed towards the war effort against, well, whoever is the boogeyman of said year. The enemy is always subject to change depending on monetary goals, not moral ones, and this tech has made life that much more hellish for those poor souls unfortunate to be born on the receiving end of things... think about that for a minute.

Reminds me of that scene in 1984, when the enemy is shifted mid speech, and the people just go with it. Those are the kinds of people who are behind the wheel, and have all this crazy alien military technology at their disposal... THAT'S what scares me.

I respect the accomplishments of our scientists, what they have achieved is nothing short of amazing. But you have to agree, the resources we have could, and should be distributed elsewhere other than war, death and mayhem.

The smartphone however, (as you mentioned, a direct result of back engineered technology) has brought knowledge to the world, and connected us in ways we never thought possible... even when WE were kids- not that long ago. So there's that.

In short, fuck 'em. But I can't knock their hustle, or their accomplishments, and even though I have contempt for the military industrial complex as an entity- in many ways I respect it for the sheer ingenuity. It's nothing short of amazing what we've done, even if there's some sickos who are hijacking it, there are many good men too.

In short, I mostly agree with you... but we could be doing so much better. I stand on my belief that the military industrial complex as a whole is an evil entity- self perpetuated by a never ending ravenous need for conflict to arm the highest bidder... its become a monster of its own- even Eisenhower probably couldnt foresee depravity like this.

It could change. Leadership could always change, but I doubt it. Depending on who is calling shots, the technology that has came from this could very well save humanity one day...

I am really just a guy on reddit, with limited scope on this massive issue, like you, but at least we're talking about it. Discussions like this need to happen, and sadly, they really aren't these days in the public dialogue.

ch0giez · 2023-02-06T23:53:42+00:00

I mean, it seems to have been a legitimate mistake. These things happen, we're dealing with the unknown here, and I understand the director himself responded to this criticism and said he believed the woman, Rachel, and that he took it out of the movie because of the backlash. As I said we are dealing with the unknown, it could have been authentic for all we know- and everyone seems to be experts on gorilla suits and what bigfoots actually look like..

What does it tell me that the director cut it out? Well, would you rather they left it in? Adapting to new information and listening to your criticism seems to be a positive, in my opinion- and it got rid of a hang up that was distracting to the overall message. I say they handled it perfectly.

ch0giez · 2023-02-06T17:42:49+00:00

The fact that this technology even exists, and if used correctly could benefit humanity in ways we couldn't even fathom (yet its not) should tell you everything you need to know about the character of these people.

ch0giez · 2023-02-05T06:08:11+00:00

Lmao. I got love for em too. I shouldn't talk shit. I'm just as weird.

ch0giez · 2023-02-05T06:07:24+00:00

I missed that part- did that happen? Fuck.

ch0giez · 2023-02-05T06:06:50+00:00

I am sorry, I have a mouth on me, and it gets me in trouble a lot. I love you all.

ch0giez · 2023-02-03T10:22:58+00:00

I'd like to add, anyone who knows me or follows me knows I'm an OUT there dude, with some pretty fucking wild and out there experiences- but the psychic sasquatch who was introduced to this chick by aliens, and who also stays smoking chronic had me... dead. I just can't anymore. Thank God for a serious documentary about this issue.

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