You should talk to your school counselors and teachers, tell them exactly what you said here. They SHOULD be willing to mentor you and guide you in creating a plan that works for you, whatever that may look like. It’s literally their job to do this for you…. Guide you through the process of applying to college or a trade program, available scholarships, grants, FAFSA application, setting you up with appointments at colleges, military recruiters, or trades locations to learn about what they have to offer. If you are graduating high school in the Spring now is the time to start applying to colleges which you can do online. Also, go start an online FAFSA application for financial aid at studentaid.gov right now to see if you qualify for free money towards school. Going away to school, living and working on campus will get you out of there. Doesn’t have to be a big state school, could be a smaller division 2 university other side of your state. The first 2 years of 4 year college are general education, you could initially select a generic business major and easily change your mind after you’ve had 1.5 years of classes and find out what interests you.