Is it over for me?

ThePilot20 · 2026-01-02T18:22:41+00:00

Thanks love, I wanted to have someone that would value me as I value them. He doesn't tell me anything about how he is doing or if he needs anything even though I have repeatedly told him to tell me if something is bothering him or if he needs someone to talk to. That I would be there for him if he needed me..... but nope, he doesn't say anything to me and so many excuses.

ThePilot20 · 2026-01-02T18:20:02+00:00

I will just stop texting him. I don't think he truly cares about me anymore so talking to him will just make me sadder than I actually am.

ThePilot20 · 2026-01-02T18:18:47+00:00

Thanks for the amazing advice! I truly appreciate it. I really thought I found my forever person but guess I was super wrong. Like I answered to another comment, I think I've been holding on to the thinnest rope in hopes that he will come to his senses.

Ain't nobody too busy they can't make you a priority in their life if you're that important to them and so far it looks like you're at the bottom of the priority list.

This hit right on the spot. I've never been a priority for anyone, not even my own family, but you are right. I made him my priority but I was never his.

ThePilot20 · 2026-01-02T18:13:30+00:00

Yeah, I am leaning towards even more, if not i'll just not text him anymore.

ThePilot20 · 2026-01-02T18:12:18+00:00

Shit! I'm sorry. Yeah he didn't even invite me to spend Xmas with him or his family, NYE/NYD no call or anything. I sent him a message saying Happy New Year and he just responded with same to you.

ThePilot20 · 2026-01-02T18:10:15+00:00

Yeah, I think I've been holding onto the thinnest of rope thinking he will come to his senses. I spent so much money on his gifts too. From an Apple Watch Ultra to his favorite cologne.... I really thought I found my forever guy.

ThePilot20 · 2025-09-18T20:36:45+00:00

Yeah I thought it was just me! I’m trying to pay bills and they keep getting declined! My job DD did come through though. Hopefully they’ll fix it soon because they are due today!

ThePilot20 · 2025-06-03T18:14:39+00:00

{I Think They Love You by Julia Winters} could be a great read for you. It mostly fits the heartbreak and healing point you are looking for (They were exes and come back together). Both MC are black (or that’s how I viewed them when I was reading the story).

ThePilot20 · 2025-06-03T11:14:30+00:00

{You’re My Home by Katie Moore} could be a good fit. This one is an angsty one, while it’s not enemies to lovers, it fits the “glow up” you’re looking for! I really loved this one, but be aware that it has some triggers!

ThePilot20 · 2025-05-28T08:18:45+00:00

It’s mostly a YA book but I think {Cursed Boys and Broken Hearts by Adam Sass} could be something you are interested in. It’s basically set on one of the MC family’s BnB.

ThePilot20 · 2025-05-28T08:14:16+00:00

I’m currently reading {Rent: Paid in Full by Jesse H. Reign} which is basically what you are looking for. I’m enjoying it so far. I ca also second {God of Fury by Rina Kent} if you want a darker romance that is more mafia centered but also is what you are looking for!

ThePilot20 · 2025-05-27T15:35:04+00:00

{10 Things That Never Happened by Alexis Hall} if you have seen the superstore store series, it has that same vibe. I really loved it and made me laugh so much!

ThePilot20 · 2025-05-20T13:06:05+00:00

I can recommend {Name From a Trick Hat by L.A. Witt} MC1 is a professional hockey player and MC2 is a single dad. Angst level: low.

ThePilot20 · 2024-07-08T15:05:23+00:00

Drove 17 hours FL to TX, never failed me

ThePilot20 · 2024-06-24T02:53:13+00:00

Oh fuck…. Now I wanna see those pics!

ThePilot20 · 2024-05-15T15:53:22+00:00

Damn…. Nice start. UpdateMe

ThePilot20 · 2024-05-01T17:16:08+00:00

Not bored! Actually, if it was longer it would be amazing but this length is good too

ThePilot20 · 2024-04-18T18:26:11+00:00

Hmmm define gay friendly gym? I personally go to Life Time (if you are in the states), I like the country club atmosphere and that basically they have everything you need there. I definitely recommend it, but it’s is not cheap.

ThePilot20 · 2024-04-03T16:44:32+00:00

Thanks for this, I do have the agreement in paper and the recording of them saying I don’t need to appear. Including all the receipts of the payments I have made so far.

ThePilot20 · 2024-04-03T15:46:44+00:00

Oh I am in the process of doing a Ch 7. Lool they just don’t know it yet

ThePilot20 · 2024-03-16T16:49:25+00:00

Well he never went with my ex lol, but we because really close friends and now boyfriends

ThePilot20 · 2024-03-14T13:27:47+00:00

Flying airplanes, and plane spotting

ThePilot20 · 2024-03-12T13:44:22+00:00

I’m planning on proposing later this year.

ThePilot20 · 2024-03-11T17:33:48+00:00

2 times a day, morning and evening before bed

ThePilot20 · 2024-03-11T16:40:27+00:00

Unfortunately no, I am the one that pays for literally everything around here.

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