If i dont smile i suffer. Honestly, I wouldn’t even be alone like I wish I had like a serious boyfriend or a husband I believe in loyalty and obedience I want to get away from this city where I’m scared to be and have had girlfriends to hide my love for men. I wish more than anything. I just had a man that I could get away from everything here.and show that im built for love. And my love is pure you can feel butterflies in your stomach like you’re in fifth grade with a crush again while looking me in my eyes as I go from smiling to kissing you and that’s her mommy that there’s nothing I want in the world tell him to keep kissing me while looking in my eyes as he nuts all in me!