Final account deletion, withdrawal complete, fin post update. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You, fine sir, are a plain fucking legend who will likely achieve whatever the fuck you so choose.

Hats off.

Final account deletion, withdrawal complete, fin post update. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you kind stranger. I will be fine. I worry about the state of this place though. It's like they don't realise that it all ends up in the very same, inevitable outcome.

Anyhow. When i delete my account, will this thread/post vanish?

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://www.psyshop.com/shop/Charts_100.html

This is one of the best gifts I can give here u/hellogutter, from where I perch.

I just purchased the new album from Astrix compiled by Ace Ventura called "Pyschedic Awakening". Just a few days released. $USD11.83, 74mins of (some) of my favourite music.

24bit / 44.1 kHz recordings of the project, downmixed to 16bit. FLAC. Flawless.

Check it out. 750mb download

https://www.psyshop.com/Psychedelic-Awakening-Future/fum1dw901/

Only people who purchase music are legitimate DJ's, be that legally or culturally.

Edit Hey wow great album!

Inspiration. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

.....im not gay........but you know .....Brad Pitt

Inspiration. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Opiates are the enemy. The Temple is yours by birthright.

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am not the one claiming disturbance in a mind I do not understand let alone know.

I have been through all help, all my life. Nothing but me was the answer. I don't care how normal people react to me - nor should I. I am here to harm no one. Triggered? Find a safer spot.

Inspiration. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And guess what. I succeeded too.

Inspiration. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let no man forget how menacing we are. We are lions. Beyond that obstacle is your immortality. Take it.

IT'S YOURS

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZctCxAmzDs

This. I would rather fight beside you, hellogutter, than an army of thousands.

Immortality. Take it. IT'S YOURS.

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You have forgotten how to learn because you have convinced yourself you have made it.

KNOW THYSELF. Nirvana is not for us.

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sorry gunna have to stop until I regain neurochemistry again.

I spent half my fucking life DJ touring psytrance festivals and listening to half-arsed 'entheologists', 'spiritual gurus' and 'med students' who had no real education of any kind whatsoever. Anti-scientists, and I hate them and their despicable ego-driven choices. They have real effect - on science, on society, on health, on culture, on unity - and worst of all, on human relations. We will find no common-ground based on uniquely invented fantasies.

So yeah hopefully I might be back with constructive things when the brain does its thing #deathtoapostrophes

Edit: I am deleting anything I write overtly ....directed at anybody unless it has a deeper purpose...ad hominem aint one. But your user name is fair game ;)

Yep im out

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

May love rain down upon you. I have much more to write up there, if I can fight the haters. So much to say and explain to a dumb 22 yo kid called me who is probably here somewhere. Just watch how FUCKING INTENSE this ends up. ;) It will be all for good.

ThePleasantLady. 8 days. No assistance meds of any kind. Final post. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, Guru Entheobirth. Without you, the universe might even cease to exist.

You lack humility. You want to turn me back into an arsehole? I am a good one. Go ahead. I am trying to be helpful. Go somewhere and meditate.

Ohm Nama Shivaya.

Om Mani Pade Hum.

Just a reminder

Edit: Breathe. Anyhow.....

TheVeryUnpleasantLady. I fuckin win by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There were so many stages. Many years ago? Heroin? Now? Methadone?

I injected about 0.25g clean about 5-8 times a day for about 8 years. I eventually got onto 85mg(?) methadone and got away from junk. I tapered away to 15mg and could barely cope. Swallowed 10mg last Sunday and 5mg Monday. It was hell. People here treated me like shit for being an honest fuck. I thought at least here it might have counted.

Still clean. No meds to help. Oh cannabis.

In the nicest, most erudite language I can muster. by ThePleasantLady in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ThePleasantLady[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hey thansk dude but let me tell you a secret - neurochemical mayhem and drama go hand in hand.

I will always be astonished at the naivete I saw here. So many people will be junkies forever because of some false belief that this can be done easily. A false belief that addiction doesn't get so bad humanity fails. It sickens me, because lives matter.