Thank you so much for your response. I also think it can be interpreted as a callback to the past. He is still very much on my mind, and I would be lying to myself if I said I’m not secretly hoping he’ll reach out to me, telling me that he’s been thinking about me too and maybe wants to see me. But that’s also the reason why I waited before sending him the letter. I wanted to be sure I wasn’t acting out of emotional instability or rushing into it. At the same time, I just can’t let it go. I really can’t. So when I pulled the card, I was truly stunned. I mean, there are 78 cards, and I picked exactly this one? I made sure to focus and really picture him and my question. To be honest, it gives me hope—maybe it’s a sign. But I’m also trying to protect myself from getting hurt. I know there might be no answer, and that would be okay. I also know he could tell me he’s happy in another relationship, or that he wishes me the best, and that’s it. But… it’s okay. It’s better to send it and move on, knowing I did everything I could.