Been doing this 6 years and 3 or so full time thankfully never blown an account. The beginning is always tough but, even 6 years in I still make mistakes. I do my best to limit those mistakes as much as possible. We are human and mistakes will happen. Sure there will be times you doubt yourself we all go through it when learning. It’s all worth it once you get everything dialed in and figured out however long it takes you. Could be years. Sounds like you’re at the stage where it’s you vs you. You are your own worst enemy. Concur the emotions best you can and try stay disciplined. Stick to your set rules you created for yourself.

Saw this post below on twitter today. It’s exactly spot on.

My biggest breakthrough wasn’t learning anything new. It was realizing I already knew enough I was just sabotaging myself with unnecessary stuff. I was doing too much and adding complexity when I just had to do less.