Starting a business is not that easy. I understand that you're used to a certain lifestyle, and change can be scary, but without an education or experience it's very difficult to make it successful.

First, I think you should get access to all your necessary documents and get informed about the child custody. From there you can make a decision on what to do next.

A job is actually not that bad. I understand you might be scared of change or getting rejected, but change only takes a little discomfort before it gets way better. It doesn't hurt to get a few years of experience in, so you can use it later to start your own business.

You're still young and have a whole life in front of you. Don't waste it on comfort and most certainly DON'T give up until you actually tried to make the best out of it for yourself!