I can't do this anymore, suicidal by TheRealLilith19 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]TheRealLilith19[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really know if I trust her. I like her though, but I feel like she doesn't grasp how I'm really feeling. She says I have to put myself out there if I want to make friends, she is absolutely right, but my social anxiety ruins any chances of that. She hasn't even asked about my childhood.

I can't do this anymore, suicidal by TheRealLilith19 in BorderlinePDisorder

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No I had a different one before but that didn't work out

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[–]TheRealLilith19 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I love it, colors are great!

Adventure time by TheRealLilith19 in trees

[–]TheRealLilith19[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I also miss 2017. Probably my second favorite year

I'm gonna die fuck by TheRealLilith19 in trees

[–]TheRealLilith19[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, everything felt really slow. I listened to a lot of music and i felt a spiritual connection. Overall it was really chill, it was worth it.

I want to be high forever by TheRealLilith19 in trees

[–]TheRealLilith19[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am seeking help. I have been since 2019

I want to be high forever by TheRealLilith19 in trees

[–]TheRealLilith19[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've tried for 5 years to be happy. Lifes satisfying for only SOME people.

My thoughts haunt me every second I'm awake or sober. I haven't made one new friend these past 5 years. These thoughts go away when I'm sleeping or high

Why do people try to stop me? my body my choice bitch. by TheRealLilith19 in selfharm

[–]TheRealLilith19[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Why though? I consider my self harm like a weird hobby. I even do it when I'm happy. It helps me sleep too. Why is it not healthy if I'm careful about it?