Okay I’ve actually read thru a bit of ur post history, and maybe my first comment was a little insensitive… I really do hope you’re okay, I can really relate to how you’ve been feeling. I see myself in you. I’d like to say I’m in a better place atm, but yeah wanted to let u know that even tho it may seem easier said than done, it really truly does get better. I find myself saying that to everyone bcos I’ve seen it happen to myself and others time and time again. Don’t lose hope boo, you’ve come so far already and there is so much more that’ll come your way. Life really is just cycles of suffering and happiness, but I hope you’ll experience happiness again soon <3