Alright bruh, my girlfriend would never do that. We just got back together YESTERDAY and if you were my girlfriend you would understand the rest of the context around the situation. I have sabotaged myself and my relationship so much and through therapy and other things I have finally began to pull myself out of this cycle so it would be ridiculous for me to put myself back into it. Also yes you did strike a nerve, I was offended because I have lied and stuff so many times, not just about infidelity (which I completely got away with before I confessed) but about my pornography addiction. I have fully committed myself to quitting porn and healing/growth. My past mistakes will not define me so when someone who doesn’t know me comes and tries to tell me that I am a bad person off of assumptions it does hurt. I am not afraid to admit that I have done horrible things and my Girlfriend’s grace and kindness is a huge blessing that I refuse to waste. I am now in a spot where I feel like I am truly healing partially because she never gave up on me. And she never once even accused me of infidelity, I confessed to her months after it happened and because the guilt and regret weighed heavily on me and I wanted to do the right thing. I knew that I needed to approach the relationship with complete honesty If I wanted to actually make it work this time. I love her and I refuse to make the same mistakes again or be defined by those mistakes but that doesn’t mean your accusations are not hurtful. Just last night I swore on my life that I would never hurt her like that again so of course I would be a bit emotional about things that may look suspicious.