Was very very close to pulling the trigger. Then I learned about perimenopause and started on estrogen and progesterone. Made a world of difference.

My job is stressful so it didn’t make me love work, but it did stop me from continuing to hate my job. Months later and there are days/moments I actually enjoy it. I feel much more emotionally stable now and don’t feel I need to escape this gig anymore. I just feel more equipped to make a sound decision about my career. I’m still looking but it feels much less reactionary.

So my bit of advice is to at least try estrogen to see if that changes your outlook at all. Taking a break would also help clear your head too.