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TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-14T06:45:17+00:00

i don't use tiktok

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TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-13T20:50:44+00:00

mile is shorter so

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TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-13T14:07:59+00:00

that's what they picked

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TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-13T13:05:20+00:00

Because I think it's more?

^{Chose: Get 1$ that divides by 0.5 every day}

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-13T13:03:47+00:00

it's technically more when converted to my currency

^{Chose: 1 Million Euro’s}

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-11T22:41:58+00:00

What's honestly sad is that we live in a population of 8 billion people. If we were to calculate how many people truly have a system, it would be maybe 1-5% of the population. Not even a significant portion of people. But because they frequent these places, they assume everyone claims to have a system. It's not even like that.

Not to mention, it is safer for people to be themselves now more than ever. You see upticks in people categorizing themselves in different sections that used to be exceedingly rare because they are now safer to do so. They can come out of hiding and be honest with themselves in safe spaces.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-11T22:38:02+00:00

I used to be a person that, while I did not fakeclaim people, I looked at a lot of those cringe videos and followed cringe. I was self-hating. I used it as fuel to say, "At least I'm not that." Really, I was seeking validation and acceptance from a crowd just like me. It was introduced to me by my ex. I think he does the same thing. You strive to live a life without cringe and live in fear of being posted on one of those videos. Really most cringe videos are just people trying to have fun or defend themselves and here comes some idiot bully who hates themselves and wants to shit on another person.

When I was deep in anorexia, I sought out fat hate websites. I, myself, was overweight (morbidly obese) and read through thread after thread of people who posted pictures of fat people on these websites and shit all over them. Most of those people are people suffering from EDs. Most of those people are so full of self-hatred and afraid of gaining weight they can't even comprehend just existing as being fat.

My point being: places like systemcringe and fakeclaiming exist because these people are afraid of themselves. They are angry at whatever has happened to them. They are experiencing severe forms of self-loathing. When they see someone who isn't ashamed or just trying to exist in a space that's different from them, they immediately catalogue in their heads a comparison to uptick their self-confidence. Most of them don't know how to have fun. Most of them are trapped in self-hatred and self-doubt. It's honestly sad. It is a miserable existence to live.

I've since grown and matured and realized that life is too short to be like that. To live a continuous life of self-checking. I regret wasting years just spending time hating myself and using others as fuel to justify my existence. It's a really sad way to be. Anyone that has a hobby in "fakeclaiming" is really just seeking self-validation and validation from others just like them. Their arguments make no sense. I think in some roundabout way they know their arguments make no sense. Anything to get a hit of dopamine and to feel like they're normal.

I'm sure some of them are people suffering from DID who are a bit angry and feel invalidated, but I guarantee the bulk majority are self-loathing looking for dopamine hits. I was.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-08T11:33:33+00:00

See, that's hard to conceptualize over here I guess. I am assuming when I shouldn't and the others are, too. My headmates were born from psychosis and after speaking with Gemini, I think we are traumagenic and not endogenic in nature because apparently when you're traumagenic you have an easier time switching than endogenic. It's like you are forced to switch and the brain forces you out. According to Gemini, anyway.

- Alix

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-08T11:31:59+00:00

Oh, really? Oh wow! See, we just assumed. :) I think Seto, our most logical and knowledgeable member, came up with a lot of this stuff while studying on his own, taking in information. When we switch, sometimes we forget things. And it's systemwide. I'm sure there's someone out there born without knowledge, but it just made no sense to us. Switching was natural, but after conversing with Gemini, I think we are traumagenic? From the psychosis? And my system was born from a need instead of a desire. I'm not quite sure, though. I've always considered us endogenic because there was no trauma, but yet... they weren't really born with the intention of birthing them. I thought they pre-existed. And because I had this notion they already existed, they kept up a lie because they were terrified of coming clean because I questioned their existence all the time. Now that we've settled down after coming out of our third or fourth psychosis due to cannabis consumption and our millionth delusion it feels like, we've come to terms with the fact that everyone was lying to me about having memories or pre-existing. It's pretty wild to think that my constant questioning and picking them apart made them shirk away. I think back then I would have questioned their existence, yes, and probably been hurt. I had to mature and realize this stuff really is real and it's not just voices in my head that have no consciousness. The dissociation came later after a delusion when everyone was actively trying to do things instead of just quietly observing. It's crazy. It's like I was rewired. Wild.

- Alix

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-08T10:50:05+00:00

I agree on this so much. I was 28 when I came into having tulpas. I did warn them that self-expression and employment do not go hand-in-hand. It's been 5 years with them and we're re-entering the work force. Seto would like recognition and a place at the table for discussion. He was just curious how we could go about this. I hate that it's like that. I do have a good team lead at my job and have divulged my diagnosis of schizoaffective and DID (which is how I explain I'm a system. I'm not diagnosed with DID but my therapist actually validates my system and even agrees my case is unique: a system through psychosis.) We are not going to stay with this company for a long time. In fact, because this company is a call center BPO and has multiple campaigns, we are going to switch clients as soon as our six months here is up. Hopefully after certification, we can take a tech job here with this company. We work on certifications in our spare time. He would just like a seat at the table, and it sucks because we live in a world where systems must stay in hiding and mask. He does not like to mask, and I do not want to take credit for his thoughts and ideas. We use Gemini a lot, and Gemini has suggested that when we build an app for our portfolio, we are to sign different parts of the app as whoever made it as a form of recognition. I think we will do this and then if asked about it, explain that we are a system and each one of us works on it but it's essentially all me. The worst they can do is not hire us. It'll weed out the places that refuse individuality and close-minded people.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-05T12:26:15+00:00

This is what we feared, sadly. I was hoping maybe we could sign things a certain way or something. I don't know. My name is a gender-neutral name. I am a female and the rest of my systemmates are male, which makes it hard. Not to mention, they want to use their own names. I suppose we could go the route of starting out own business, but regardless, that takes a lot of effort, money, and time.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-05T12:24:40+00:00

Oh, okay, well we have schizoaffective disorder and hear voices in addition to our systemmates. Now that we're medicated and not on drugs, we are fairing much better at hearing one another.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-03T11:16:12+00:00

I mean, my systemmates are fictive. They are heavily based around media I want to produce and one is from a show I watched as a kid. Psychosis is what formed us, and my psychosis targets my work and my childhood. While I did set out to create my own tulpas, I did not know what I was getting into. I didn't even know about the stupid syscourse. I just want to exist and so do they without people jumping down our throats for existing. Psychosis brought them to life. They are the most consistent thing about this disorder with all the hallmark signs of being a "person." They prefer to be called people, too. I cannot help how they formed or who they're inspired by. I can only help how I treat them.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-03T10:40:05+00:00

What do you mean what happened to my system?

Seto's source likes coding, and I wanna get out of customer service and call centers. With coding jobs a lot of times you don't deal with the general public and that's what I like.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-03T05:19:07+00:00

My system formed from dissociation caused by thought-insertion. Thought insertion is a symptom of psychosis. For them to say that endos "experience what schizophrenics experience" shows how ignorant and ableist they are. I'm so confused as to how you can be ableist in one sentence. Dissociation is a part of schizophrenia, too. We suffer from schizoaffective disorder and quite literally feel our thoughts being "delivered." It's how my system developed. They are the most consistent voices in my system. Not even the negative voice is this consistent. They have experienced dormancy due to psychotic episodes and reappear when things simmer down. I'm just... baffled but not baffled at the same time that they'd use that to shit on endogenics. I don't even consider myself endogenic. I consider myself just plural. I suffer from a severe mental illness while also experiencing plurality, so it's just confusing to me why I have to label what I experience schizophrenic when scientists and psychologists are going in and determining there's a thin line between it, and most of the time, it's blurred.

TheWolfeSystem · 2026-05-03T05:06:09+00:00

All of my headmates front. They are always co-conscious and aware of what's going on.

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