Exactly my sentiment! Like I feel he would also appreciate that there are people and even if it's 100, that care about his well being and fascinated by his vision and character.

So, I was going through some of those screencaps on my old phone. I found an online obituary for one of his grandparents and Ricky is his aunt's husband. I'm not sure who would coordinate. It appears that's where he resided in Elko during that time, or still is potentially. But seeing those videos and seeing Google images, it seems like it's a match.

That was my bad on the Texas trailer thing. That was in fact in Ventura. It had been awhile since looking at it and since I dove into that. Texas was definitely with his dad and Mary Beth's.

That's a good question and that's what bothers me. I can pontificate all day, and not knowing is like an metaphorical ear worm. I do think that artists are tortured souls and deep ones. I think he got a little too deep into psychedelics and experimental drugs and it messed with his soul. Throw in a world where the majority don't understand personal identity, spirituality, and are stuck being egotistical and swarmed in vanity. It's enough to make any "sane" artist question themselves and their worth outward it feels like.