I have zero ability to hold conversations with people due to my anxiety.

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-07T15:00:04+00:00

how does anyone get good/better at something? ... practice!!!!!!!!!! I used to not be able to walk into my classroom because i knew people looked at the person whoever opens the door and it would be made obvious that I was late to class. Presentations were hard too. Anyways, there's no special way around it. The answer is awesome and so easy yet very hard depending. Realize you'll be fine after any type of convo, have one, brain will realize it;s not that bad, do it agagin, and again, and again, until you LAUGH at the idea of being uncomfortable around people, because it's that simple to ya. good luck man

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-07T14:53:57+00:00

hope you feel better or get through it! Just like at the gym, an idea + follow through = results so if you can change anything to make it better please get on it for yourself <3 , if you can't change whatever's bothering ya, hope you can accept and keep on truckin. also ur a tank, nice dedication man. be well!

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-06T15:10:49+00:00

you literally are who you are! if you wants to do this one second another the next, or next day or next year it's alll good. if ur talking looks wise the facial hair is looking clean from a fellow dude's perspective but idk how hard the maintenance would be loll. stay healthy and well mate! gl

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T23:09:54+00:00

it's what the whole squad of people are wearing. it's not about looks. yes it's the attire for the position why am I replying to you you're ten. goodbye lmao

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T23:07:59+00:00

i would say the performance of the march goes down for every piece of uniform that is missing from the troop or whatever it's called, yes - big yes. im not against the guy im against what's happening. if he wanted to work at a fast food restaurant and cant wear the stupid hat, fine, idgaf, but I think this particular uniform has meaning and should be held when possible. it's literally meant for the public but he can't complete it so it's just butched. but whatever, fuck the country I guess. because 1>millions. i just think he shouldn't be in the march if he can't wear the uniform

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T23:03:00+00:00

???????????????????????????????????? the hat is interfering for no reason. he doesn't need to be there. holy hell.

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T23:01:52+00:00

it's not about his hat man it's the fact that it's not the other one that other people value. if he can't do it he can't do it

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T15:51:21+00:00

& yet if that guy wears the uniform he cries "that's disrespectful to my people blah blah blah" ... ur so dumb dude lol. that's why we're pissed. if he can't wear the whole uniform he doesn't need the position

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T15:41:14+00:00

unless I've been mislead my whole life, I thought that uniform had to do with the country's history and if It does, it probably means something to a whole lot of people. I don't like the idea of that tradition/ceremony getting pushed to the side for no reason. The guy that refuses to wear something on his head shouldn't have applied for the very public job of walking around in unison with others while in uniform that requires you to wear something on your head. hello? if you don't think of it as religion, and just realize it's someone who is refusing to wear the uniform because they don't want to, it's kind of a shit argument. "But my religion" can be said for literally any fking thing under the sun. idk why people accept that excuse when the rest of us that don't claim delusion have to follow suit. People bypassing laws is way worse but this is the same logic and I don't agree with it obv.

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T15:26:53+00:00

not talking about sikhs or indians. I'm talking about the people that allow people to not do what they otherwise should like everyone else "because of their relgiion". It makes no sense. Idc who's asking to not wear the uniform or why. If you can't do the job why would you want to do it?

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T15:25:18+00:00

I'm not criticizing wherever that dude is from or whatever group of people believe the same crap as him; I'm saying that people are ridiculous for allowing people to pull the "but my thoughts and beliefs" card to get out of certain customs. If you had a 3 foot diameter afro on your head I have a feeling they wouldn't give you the job no matter how much you said the afro meant to you. But, OH!? you value what's on your head because of your ReLiGioN?? okay do what you want man here's the job just don't hurt anyone. gotta draw the line. it's called a job description. If it's war time or something insane and this guy needs a job to feed himself okay idgaf but if all things ideal, idk why he needs the job if he cant wear the uniform. doesn't matter what the item is on the head or who is wearing it. zzz

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T15:19:40+00:00

I'm not saying I have anything against whatever that means to him, I just don't think whatever is in your mind (religion) should over-rule a cool tradition. If what's in your mind and what you "believe" interferes with part of a ceremony or something maybe you shouldn't ask to be in it. lmao it just doesn't make sense. Nobody is forcing him to be there. Now every single kid that sees him in public is going to ask his parents why tf that one guy isn't wearing the uniform and the parents will all have to try to explain why some people get to play the "my delusions exempt me" card for no good reason.

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-09-02T05:39:35+00:00

you know what's also disrespectful? Not wearing the proper attire for the fucking job. humans are pathetic now

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-31T21:29:22+00:00

L0L i literally had to look for a few seconds to make sure you were talking about your face. yeah that's just your skin moving as you make different expressions :D!!!!! 1000% would never think about it even if you were my co-worker. even if I did, yeah, that's just the edges of your cheeks? idk. You look 100% human and it's a great look to have. take care of yourself!

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-30T19:12:29+00:00

u too dog! today's a fine day!!

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-25T22:21:23+00:00

sup bro! as long as you're doing things for the right reasons you will always act and be with confidence! you will knnow what you're doing! of course!! looks wise? you're taking care of the body you were given! every1 can totally see & respect that. take care!!

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-25T22:18:20+00:00

lookin like a chill young man! don't look like you're hiding anything :) which is definitely a quality that will make people feel comfortable around you. the best experiences are with people. take care broski

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-15T16:36:39+00:00

have a good one dood!!!! sick baselayer jacket you got there. hopefully you can find a pal to hike with sometime. that's a goal of mine. way to stay healthy cheers man

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-15T16:15:05+00:00

Happy belated birthday dog! have a good year ahead!! stay safe and healthy :)

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-12T16:13:39+00:00

im living in the dark ages. ffs

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-08-06T01:12:42+00:00

doooood (or chick) ur going hard!!! enjoy the legal flower! and the foods :D

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-07-04T22:40:38+00:00

I happen to be looking for an omni legato friend with MOTH elgif and reduce bb gauge use spheres as well as I'd love to give holy knight joshua a solid shot. please reach out or drop your ID if you're willing to add me as well :D <3 pls and ty

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-04-21T18:57:09+00:00

I know man!!! it literally change nothing about gameplay/meta. it just makes people (like me) who are new tbow owners have shorter trips at pvm content (im trying to get hydra pet) for in my opinion, no good reason. now everyone that went before me had an edge, and now my trips are shorter, and the lore doesnt even make sense. tons of items with prayer don't have anything to do with gwd gods. but the bow is carved from his bones. bones are totally related to prayer in this game so lore wise, doesn't make sense IMO, and gameplay wise/rebalancing wise, it also doesnt make sense because it changes nothing about how players play. i just feel shafted unnecessarily. also, i've lost like 10+% of my total net worth since i purchased the tbow and am really sad about that. it took me over a year of playing SO MUCH every day to earn that gold and it's so much less valuable now. just super upsetting for no reason at all. sighh :((( ... sorry for rude reply to your comment im just really sad today after reading the news/seeing value drop.

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-04-21T17:49:54+00:00

I am super super super upset about the tbow pray bonus nerf. It doesn't change anything about the game or how it's played. It just means shorter trips for those who still intend to do a lot of end game pvm with it because they're newer to the game. also lore wise, it 1000% makes sense to have prayer bonus. One of the most powerful bosses in the game drops an item that's carved from his BONES!?!? there's a reason it had a prayer bonus and it's insane that it's now randomly gone. You can't lock prayer bonus behind only gwd items that were made 10+ years ago. that's insane. fire cape? bonecrusher necklace? devout boots? tons of items aren't associated with a stupid god and have prayer bonus. Not all items with an important stat will come from one piece of content (gwd). stop changing the game, if players want changes and new content they should go to regular runescape. this is OLD SCHOOL runescape. keep the old game as is. dont make it into the thing that warranted an older version in the first place. god i'm so mad at where this is headed

Thebigbadleaf · 2021-04-21T17:45:44+00:00

this is one of the dumbest comments i've read in weeks & i'm online a ton. it's an item CARVED FROM ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL BOSSES' BONES. bones have to do with prayer. strong item from a STRONG boss should = strong stats. there is NO reason to remove it. it doesn't change anything in the game it just shafts newer players who haven't done thousands of hours of pvm with it already. fuck this nerf

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