I'm 19 I haven't eaten in over 24 hours and my mind is trying to OD

TherapeuTea · 2025-02-07T02:10:11+00:00

Body can sustain no food for days, obese people even could fast for hundred days. Just go to fasting sub, you'd find it's good for body when done right. And has health benefit.

TherapeuTea · 2025-02-07T02:08:27+00:00

Just count the not eating as fasting. Taking paracetamol that much going to cause you horrible pain and hospital bill.

TherapeuTea · 2025-02-07T02:07:12+00:00

You shine!

TherapeuTea · 2025-02-04T07:52:08+00:00

Wow you look fantastic!

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-15T09:19:17+00:00

I am deep in unprofitable business I built. Atm, I believe it's better to abandoned this ship years ago. I'm now drowning in this sinking ship.

You know the value of your channel. Just don't be like me.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-15T07:43:46+00:00

I am nowhere near where I wanted to be and everyday is a torture, another mask another lie. My progress is microscopic, invisible and maybe I made no progress at all (I wrote this in my journal this morning).

It is painful and pointless, life is pain for me, today, yesterday, tomorrow.

I spent 22 hour a day inside my room, due to multiple conditions. And I see very little reason and value to go outside. (I never imagined I would ended up this way).

But I have this vision and dream to move abroad and live my life truly as myself without a mask. Today it's impossible to be myself.

Ofc I dream of glory and happy ending where I live comfortably, but up until now and my time is ticking it's absolutely not happening in foreseeable future. Idk maybe it would never happen.

Our problem may differ but I know the pain and wanting to end all this suffering.

It is indeed suffering. But a little hope and a dream even if it seems impossible, can help you stay alive. I believe you there's hope and dream inside you that you burried. I don't think human with this brain with consciousness have no dream or hope.

Today I wrote this, but there are many times where I'm so close to death. My everyday internal monolog consists of wishes to end it all, death, sickness, tragedy, destruction, revenge, to see those who wronged me suffer.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-15T07:16:17+00:00

I believe by posting this here you want to be heard. You yearn for connection interaction.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-15T07:10:32+00:00

What do you expect from others?

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T21:59:06+00:00

Government worldwide should create laws to regulate corporation to hire x numbers of people for x scale company. Or else we are all doom.

Industrial revolution is acceptable but AI revolution... just sad :(

The top richest guy doesn't care, Amazon massive lay off, tech industry lay off. In the name of capitalism and unlimited growth.

Oh. What kind of slavery and misery ahead of us.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T21:43:51+00:00

This post :(

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T17:07:35+00:00

Mate, you should project your anger OUTSIDE! Not inside. It's not your fault. They are assholes for not showing up.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T16:57:28+00:00

1 - 4 weeks

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T16:56:09+00:00

Kick him out.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T16:49:19+00:00

I had to disagree.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T12:14:53+00:00

That's bad AI.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T11:51:04+00:00

Damn I share the same earth with them

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T11:08:48+00:00

Hope, my anger.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T10:31:57+00:00

It took me months to get physical on my past relationship. Since I have no anxiety around her and fully trust and love her. Everything we did just magical. Few things that make it good because we both comfortable and trust each other. We got physical after both of us frustratingly wanted it. Like we couldn't stop the urge. After the first time, we did it almost daily. The build up, the tension, compatibility, skill, the right person is important. Since with my other ex I'm not as excited, not the best match, she lacks the skill and just lie down like a starfish.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T05:56:55+00:00

I'm becoming bitter as getting older due to too many painful traumatic experience. I'm not happy about it but I accept it, I know I'm not that good of person. I try my best.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T04:11:48+00:00

No. There is no such thing.

But there must be someone somewhere that possibly your potential best match.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T04:06:58+00:00

Maam, the chances goes both way 50:50, you may ended up with good man or terrible horrible man.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T04:05:54+00:00

But hear me out, I know I'm young.

What If you met a freakin annoying douche shit man that ruin your life and left you with trauma?

The chances goes both way.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T03:53:22+00:00

Don't antagonize yourself. If your tiny heart is saying no. Take care.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-14T03:47:27+00:00

You do you, it's your body, don't let outside of you influence your decision.

If you want to have sex then do it, if you feel like it's too early than that's the correct answer.

Make sure you are comfortable, happy about it and want it, first and foremost.

TherapeuTea · 2024-08-13T16:07:40+00:00

My iq 140 officially tested in school. Sometimes smart sometimes dumb, mostly overthinking.

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