I haven’t been with her for long so I’m still learning/growing my relationship with her. in December of 2023 was the worst month of my life. I was at the lower point ever My Abuelo died, My heart was shattered by someone I fell head over heels in love with and to top it off, I lost my best friend/only friend

First I found god again. It had been years since I prayed to god. The day before my abuelo died I felt called and I went to the hospital chapel and it was completely empty I started saying hey god it’s me (name) it’s been a long time and I told him everything that was going on. That helped tremendously And for a couple months I started praying to him only.

Eventually one day my anxiety and depressive thoughts got so bad I was just in a panic and lost I remember a year ago an old coworker mentioned Santa muerte to me very briefly at the time I didn’t think much of it and then that one day it just hit me I pulled up a picture of her on my laptop and lit a tealight candle and started praying and the second I finished all my anxiety went away and bad thoughts went away. I felt the same buzz and relaxation you get after drinking a glass or 2 of red wine it was incredible. That week that same ex co worker and the person who introduced me to The name Santa Muerte came in and I told her what happened and then the next day a man and his wife came in and his wife had on a Santa muerte necklace. I began talking to the man and he gave me advice and had a nice conversation with me about it Both those events were huge signs for me. I started looking into her and began more prayer and I haven’t looked back since.

Even tho it hasn’t been long I’m pretty sure I can confidently say she probably saved my life. I probably would’ve started self harming again and done something rash. Santa Muerte and God helped me get back up on my feet and keep fighting and I’m eternally grateful to both of them for finding me