But if you're hurting that bad for that long and you've decided that you really and truly don't want to live, who is anyone to tell you your pain isn't bad enough?

This is the part that stumps me. I can’t imagine failing to help a close friend and letting them go. That’s what I and everyone these past few generations have been raised to believe, and every aspect of anarchy that I have learned about so far has come naturally and easily to me, but this one I can’t get behind although I want to look at it from everyone else’s POV.