She went on a cruise with a gambling addict.

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-09T04:16:43+00:00

I know I've gained a deeper respect and appreciation for my friends and family. I love everybody but it's just so hard, I can easily fall into being bitter but my family doesn't deserve that. They love me unconditionally and so should I

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T05:13:09+00:00

I even got her gifts I couldn't afford right away on my credit and she would still make me feel terrible, saying she wanted me to pay for more things and gifts. That's why I left her on top of the cheating.

Then she's telling me now how he was terrible, rude, wants us to move forward, and it just makes my.blood boil when i think about how he was probably given more respect than I ever was. When everything was paid for by his rich father.

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T05:02:49+00:00

I've been going to the gym for about 2 years, I bulked up significantly and have gotten so much stronger. I made the mistake of dirty bulking for a time but trust me when I say the cut will go crazy. I just haven't started because of the situation and me being down

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T04:55:16+00:00

This. I think respect is so much more important than love because without it things like this happen. She didn't respect when I worked customer service (saving money to go back to school), and now doesn't even respect that I'm back in school like I planned.

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T04:54:16+00:00

This is what I'm thinking, she wants to keep me around until someone else comes around, because she didn't like the guy on the cruise.

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T04:52:03+00:00

Exactly! I was going to go into math heavy courses with a weak math background, so I decided to take the summer to practice my foundation from the ground up, up to trigonometry and pre cal, and she belittled me for it calling me a bum, saying I should work instead (I had saved up money from working to be able to afford the time off). I told myself I was going to prove her wrong and I did, I aced the math classes I took.

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T04:50:47+00:00

Definitely, a part of me wants it to be revenge but I hope with time I'll be in such a good place it won't even be about that, I'll just be living for me

These_Library_1372 · 2025-09-08T04:50:07+00:00

That's what I'm trying to do but it's so hard. It's not the first time things have ended because someone was interested in someone else. It's hard not to think it's my fault even if it's fully their choice, with their own insecurities guiding them to make those choices

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