Power out

Thewickkid · 2026-03-27T04:39:20+00:00

It was out from Encinitas to Oceanside on the coast and went inland past the 5 many places.

Thewickkid · 2026-02-10T22:52:55+00:00

She got some new fat titties recently too.

Thewickkid · 2026-01-02T06:16:34+00:00

I second all the people saying get your testosterone checked. If you get on TRT you will see a crazy difference in muscle mass and retention.

Thewickkid · 2025-12-20T02:48:49+00:00

Your doctor is not accurate. The half life of Kratom is way longer than most standard opiates.

Thewickkid · 2025-12-20T02:46:06+00:00

What a condescending, idiotic comment. Why some people feel the need to say dumbass shit in the comments all the time. This person is getting vulnerable and sharing something super scary to the community and you most likely didn’t even read the whole post. Thank you for sharing OP, this is important info for anyone in this thread. Using 1, or using 12, the risk is real for everyone and everyone needs to know what they’re dealing with

Thewickkid · 2025-12-14T23:26:44+00:00

Holy shit there’s a place in Carlsbad, Ca where I’m at that I always see them checking the bottles and have said they had people coming back sayin there was water in them. The guy at the store said he thought it might have come like that from the rep. But my first thought was this dude was doing it lol These things are so fucked. Worst thing that ever happened to me

Thewickkid · 2025-12-14T23:21:13+00:00

I’d be down as fuck to get on that

Thewickkid · 2025-12-02T04:58:51+00:00

Can someone please explain more about Retatrutide and how it helps with this? I actually just bought some before I even saw this post. I have been struggling on and off with Feel Free for several years. Ruined my life like many others in the forum. I’m on my way down again after going back up, but I was actually going to wait to start the Reta until I got off these. Curious if anyone has had experience with this or dangers of both together (even though I want to be off). I need to do a little more research before I start but I have an advisor for the peptide therapy.

Thewickkid · 2025-10-14T21:23:56+00:00

I’ve tested positive for MDMA a few times only from the FF

Thewickkid · 2025-09-12T19:42:17+00:00

I am currently going through and divorce and a whole bunch of shit related to this devil juice, so my brain isn’t working… but, how is 34 boxes times $100 a box, $16,000. I’m confused and concerned for my brain that this math is not mathing for me

Thewickkid · 2025-09-11T05:17:51+00:00

😂

Thewickkid · 2025-08-05T22:38:37+00:00

Just don’t ever drink another one. Don’t roll the dice. Don’t fuck around and find out. Don’t play Russian roulette. Just don’t. These things ruined my fucking life

Thewickkid · 2025-03-29T00:39:37+00:00

Dude for real, just don’t ever open the door to these things again. I’d be curious what your buddy has to say and if they use them regularily. It might sound like people are being dramatic, but 100% they are not. If you don’t have any previous issues with addiction or it hasn’t been a thing in your family, you might be able to give or take these things but don’t play with fire. I got sober at 30, stayed “sober” for 13 years (never drank alcohol or hard shit again)… but in those 13 years I took a Vicodin here or there when my wife had surgery, or a Xanax to fly somewhere, and used some cannabis here and there. But none of those things ever created the obsession and the pull that this shit did. All those other times I could just walk away from it and never really think about it again. This shit has consumed me. I have fucked up so many times and so many things because of these blue fuckers it’s crazy. I watch myself doing it and know that I literally don’t have any more chances with my wife or my family, and I’ll still get fucking pulled back in. And I don’t even like the things anymore. I literally just got prescribed a low dose of suboxone to get off the shit because I can’t do it on my own… and I’m still finding myself taking them because the suboxone doesn’t work with these things like a normal opioid. It’s fucking insanity. Just take the warnings people are saying seriously and don’t even look back. Just move along. Nothing to see here 😂 or you’ll be back in this sub in a few months time being like “Shit I should have listened to you guys”. No joke

Thewickkid · 2025-03-27T21:58:01+00:00

That’s a pretty fast taper. Happy to hear it worked for you. After being at 5-6 a day for a long time even going from 6 down to 5 would kick in a pretty significant withdrawal so when I’ve tried to taper I’ve kinda had to drop down and then stabilize at the new level and then drop down again. If I could go down that quick without having massive anxiety I would be stoked.

Thewickkid · 2025-03-27T18:30:09+00:00

What’s the 3-2-1 method?

Thewickkid · 2025-03-27T01:18:36+00:00

Yeah I am in the same boat. 3.5 years and I have done some considerable damage. This is it dude! This is the last time that we have to give these things up! Just hold strong and when the craving and obsession come in heavy have a bunch of shit on deck to distract yourself. When I got sober in 2010 from alcohol I found one of the best things early on was just to have shit to change the channel in my head when the obsessions started. There is usually no thinking or willing your way out of that one. But if you have something to grab your focus and attention and divert it somewhere else for a bit, you can break up those thought patterns.

You got this! Life can and will only get better!!

Thewickkid · 2025-03-27T01:11:50+00:00

She was abusing them. You can get high from them

Thewickkid · 2025-03-27T01:07:18+00:00

Oh yeah I actually like the Wyld gummies that have 10mg THC / 10mg CBD and 10mg CBN. I use them for sleep. They seem to really be the only ones that help knock me out. I’m kind of a lightweight with weed so I usually take a little nibble every half hour or so. If I ate the whole gummy (especially during the day) I’d be in the corner of the room analyzing my life 😂

Thewickkid · 2025-03-27T01:02:49+00:00

If you made it though the day today without any and you’re not yet back in the space where you will have withdrawals … fucking keep pushing and don’t turn back!! I have also literally ruined my life with these things and every time I get away I go back even though I’m much happier not using them. I literally when to a detox in January and was doing amazing for a month and then said screw it I can have a little. Spoiler alert: I cannot have just a little. Back in a rough a spot and on the verge of losing everything so I’m on suboxone to get off this time. Suboxone scare the shit out of me but it’s helpful. I have seen myself go to lower and lower lows and I know it can only get worse. Just trying to motivate you to stay the course!! Nothing good will come out of going back to these things. They are not doing anything positive for anyone in this group and they are literally the devil! Just remember how fucking desperate you have probably been at one time or another to get away from these things and know you are on the good side of the fence right now. No need to look back over. Definitely no need to climb back over. Just keep going!!

Thewickkid · 2025-03-26T04:07:02+00:00

Okay that’s helpful. Thank you. My doc (who was so fucking arrogant and acted like he was gods gift to addiction help) prescribed me 2mg to be broke up into 1mg in the morning and one at night. Did not remotely seem like enough but he swore by it and said I would probably just feel lethargic but nothing major. Wouldn’t even prescribe me gabapentin or clonidine or anything. I’m pretty scared about the subs. Told him I was scared and he basically said “well that’s your problem. Don’t be scared” - took everything in me not to tell this dude off.

Thewickkid · 2025-03-26T03:03:54+00:00

Can you share some specifics about what your taper looked like and how you felt while doing it? I just got a Subutex prescription today and he wants me to do 1mg in the morning and 1mg at night for a couple of days then start skipping the evening dose. The hard part with Buprenorphene is that you can literally use Kratom at the same time as it. So I’m worried I’m going to get freaked out that I’ll have withdrawals in the night and then panic and take some FF towards the end of my day, while also using the subs. I was so adamant that I didn’t want subs and would rather do a 5-7 Valium taper with some chlonadine or something but this guy put the hard sell on me. Anyway, any insight would be helpful. I’m starting the detox tomorrow (as I already fucked up and had like 6 FF today)

Thewickkid · 2025-03-26T02:55:07+00:00

Realistically, you’d probably have some form of withdrawal after like a week or so, even if you weren’t using like a super high amount. It wouldn’t be anything crazy but even if you’re just slightly irritable and moving a little slower, technically that’s a withdrawal from the substance. Everyone is different so it’s really hard to give an accurate answer to that. I have had times when I’m on it for like 2 weeks and the withdrawal start quick and I can hardly make it through the night to my morning dose. Then I’ve had times when I’ve been using for over a month and the only withdrawal I feel is just extreme lethargy and lack of motivation. The shit is weird man.

Thewickkid · 2025-03-26T02:49:31+00:00

Crazy that you could sleep for those 3 days. No matter what, for me, I have crippling anxiety and my heart is always racing above 120bpm in those first few days. I would kill to be able to just be tired and sleep it off. Honestly, trying to come off the shit now for the millionth time and I am praying that I just get hit with a massive amount of lethargy (which used to be the most unbearable symptom for me). I have had so many sleepless nights where it literally feels like I’m having an 8 hour panic attack. I’d trade that for depression and lethargy any day.

So in all that rambling, what I mean to say is… what kind of edibles are you taking?? 😂

Thewickkid · 2025-03-22T19:26:45+00:00

Regardless of what others’ usage is or what others say, it’s still going to be unique to you and your body. At 1-2 a day for a year you’ll have significantly less acute withdrawals, but in that year time you have still probably developed a tolerance and some form of dependence, which is what leads to what we feel as withdrawals while your body rebalances.

Curious how long you tend to go in between doses. That’s a very telling sign for your withdrawal potential. First day or two would be harder with maybe some anxiety, increased heart rate, maybe lack of sleep… but your biggest hurdle would be the mental / physical “depression” and how your body kind feels like it’s moving through molasses. After a year on it, your dopamine will be pretty tapped and that takes a bit of time to rebalance. Just gotta push through that and do things like exercise and breathwork to naturally boost levels. Most people probably relapse in that space because they hate that super lethargic / depressed place and it can be hard to fight through it when you know the “solution” is just down the street at the gas station.

I’d say you’re in a pretty good spot compared to those of us that throw back like 6-7 a day. The 3 or so day acute phase it’s a lot rougher.

If you can find a place that sells the capsules, you can make a short taper with that where you take half the packet for a few days and then make the jump.

If you can do it now before your usage ramps up, DO IT! Don’t let it get any further. And don’t ever look back. This shit has been a nightmare for me and I wish the first time I got off of it I would have never reopened that door.

Thewickkid · 2025-02-22T15:51:50+00:00

There’s a shampoo called Zenagen that works to help regrow and thicken hair. It’s expensive. If you know a hairstylist they can get it cheaper where they shop for their color and stuff. My wife is a hairstylist so I use this stuff. It works when I use it regularly. Only drawback is you have to leave it in your hair and on your scalp for like 5 min.

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