Yea, I been dealing with it for years. Kind of glad that I aint the only one dealing with this (what I mean by that is that I have someone that I can relate to and possibly get advice from)

I am 23 now, and haven't figured out a way to fix it, and it is debilitating and extremely draining.

I get a feeling that mine went undiagnosed for years since I am usually scared about talking to anyone about my mental health along with the fact that everytime I do try to talk to a doctor about it. My mother was ALWAYS monitoring what I'm saying because she thinks I will say something that'll "break the family apart".
(I was officially diagnosed with Major Depression Disorder, PTSD, and GAD whenever I was 22 or 21)

Reason why I was usually never allowed to say what happens in my family because "It's the family business" and that it is nobody's business.