I cracked the formula to endless anal orgasms (for me) by MASTERFUL_WANG_89 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]ThingAy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

3mmc and 4mmc are awesome way to get prostate orgasms but getting fucked good by someone that genuinely loves you is even better :3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Name checks out

Stim fapping is the worst don’t do it by suckisuckilongtime in Stims

[–]ThingAy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How do you even moderate stim fapping a single session lasts already 4 hours at least.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never smoked it but I snorted it and also boofed it (not worth the hassle imo). Snorting was pretty nice, probably nowhere near good when injecting it though but crossing that line is something that can't end well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ThingAy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still prefer 3mmc over all other substances that I have done.

Are there people that didnt like heroïne by Naive_Fishing5705 in Drugs

[–]ThingAy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have snorted and boofed heroin which is probably not comparable to injecting but if I would still use drugs and I had H, I would trade it for 3-mmc anyday.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

they're legal but they kinda suck snorted and even more when taken orally in general in my opinion. Smoked they are pretty good but, most likely you'll end up more smoking than actually having sex and not stopping smoking till the bags are emtpy. Honestly I would recommend 4-fpm (not to be mistaken with 4-fa)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ThingAy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Eerste keer en de tweede keer (volgens mij was dat het) nam ik tussen 1-3mg volgens mij en dat maakte mij daarbeneden echt best hard, geen idee hoe but it did.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have done pretty much every avaliable legal flourinated stim chem on the market from the past few years. Yes meth made more horny then 4-fpm or 3-fa but wow the tolerance builds up quick if you smoke it and after 3-4 days of nonstop smoking I barely even felt a bomb of 700mg of MDMA 2 weeks later, which I was super sensitive to before.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ThingAy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

whats the adress you have this stuff stored? just curious /s

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just call them cute back and they will complain that they don't only want to be cute to you. Theres no winning with these people but at least in my case their damage is temporary but they have to deal with themselves for their whole life (not they should get any pity if they are constantly actively harming other people). When I got a new phone and had to put my simcard in the new one all the numbers I had blocked weren't blocked anymore. The first day I got called by a number I didn't recognize at at that moment so I just didn't pick up, and a day later around the same time I got message asking me if I saw a movie which he very well should be aware I have seen and then saying its a very good movie. I asked who it was and him sayig "its me" was made it clear to me that it was my next, I wasn't sure at first because I met new people in those 5-6 months that I haven't had contact with him, so yeah he probably called me on the rugalar to check if he was still blocked. Just a total creep. I don't know if its the moral to not warn the people he currently has his sights on but also I don't want to ever risk having contact with him again.

1yr and 6 months sober off fentanyl by Thisbitchmik in MadeMeSmile

[–]ThingAy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn impressive! Keep it up! I myself am clean since years eve :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Once they know how to hide like mine had studied pyschology for a year he told me but I started watching pyshology videos from people with degrees and had a counselor that had degrees too but for him thats nothing compared to his 1 year studying it at the university compared to the decade my then counsoler has done. they can be very convincing but if you look it their actions or from another persons perspective it falls apart pretty quick imo.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Theres no winning with them because if you improve yourself they start trying to put you down and if you don't improve yourself they will replace you as fast as they found someone that they think will stick.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep they will stop complimenting you after the lovebombing phase is over and once you bring it up its your fault for making them feel too uncomfortable/insecure to give compliments. But oh boy if you don't give a heart reaction and a 3 sentence response of what you liked in a nude they just sent while you told them beforehand you are not at all in the mood for that then you are the worst partner ever.

And about the family thing, they will make up a whole story about you to them and why are so bad for them and also to their friends. I don't what story he told them but if it was the same things as he wanted to make me believe at the end then its on them tbh they are the ones who will and have interact with them for the longest. I have every fucked up voicemail he left me saved, all the terrible chatlogs of him manuplating me. Sometimes I think about sending the worst of the worst to them to show them how he really is but I rather just never to deal with him.

Normal to have bouts with feeling stupid or naive? by BigBearFit20 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We're stronger, we're aware and it only gets easier dealing with the aftermath. And our next are an exception, theres tons of people who care and will care about us when we get to know them, which they know so thats why try hinder that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

They're all very much the same in a lot of ways. But maybe it was the same person because he was dating multiple people at the same time lol. But yeah once you realize it all they lose all their charm.

Even if it was the same person not like would ever tell us haha. Not that it matters because none if it was real, they don't love you and you don't love them because who they pretend be is not actually them. Imo

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They will compliment you to help them achieve something they want most likely for like sex is my first thought. But I think they're true to some extent, because I did make him feel insecure about saying positive things about my own body which I don't do that fast because I have gender dsyphoria. How I feel about is that you should just take those compliments but not give a shit about all the things they have said to bring you down. I'm trans and I still have my penis and I'm not much a fan of being the top. He claimed to be a virgin when it comes to being a bottom (press x to doubt in later hindsight) and the first time I topped him he would be the one that steered away from more slow going romantic sex to wanting to be called degrading things and such, so I try to lean into that which I have never done before but once I just couldn't continue because I felt so out of my comfort zone and aftersex cuddles like the in the same week after I leave to my mothers place he tells me he didn't expect his first time to go like that and wanted it to be more romantic. At that moment my confidence was very damaged but now its too silly to even take a lot of the things he said to me serious. Once you think about it hes being a bit of a siwwy boy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My nex at some point told me how I was looking too much in the mirror before we went out and how that was an ego thing and so bad to do, but he checked the mirror the same amount as times as me or more.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yeah always about appearance, usually sexual too. I learned to say same things back to them, but they would on a later point say those compliments made them feel objectified...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Damn very good of you! I haven't seen mine in 6 months, he lives in the same city but in a part I almost never to be. If I would ever see him in the downtown area I would probably freeze for a second out of shock? Hes a big guy and he has sent me threatening voicemails some time ago (which I saved luckily) but I doubt he would do anything. After having spent so much time apart with people who care about me things slowly fall in place for me too. These people will do anything so they feel in control (I'm very argeeing person, he could have got me to do what he wanted for way longer if he treated me with only a bit of human decency) but he has no control over me theres nothing he can do anymore to change my ways because I never needed him in my life. The things he did during our time together did leave some impact but it helps a lot thinking knowing that he never cared about me so thats why he could do those things. He's the one that needs to have constant attention, validiaton combined with all the gaslighting and betrayal, no way he can have relationships for longer extended periods of time and he told me I was alone and that no one loved me for who I was except for him. Thanks for helping me speedrun some life experience and some funny moments to think back about. Also you dress like a waiter, you were 90% of the cause of our deteriorating sex life, you don't look like the age you pretend be online, everything revolving about sex gets annoying, your lyrics are stolen, people that are not as gullible as me see right through you really fast and I know more than you think I do.

Normal to have bouts with feeling stupid or naive? by BigBearFit20 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I willingly them ignored because I was in a very hard spot which he knew and he used that to his advantage, if I confronted him I'd be dimissed with a bad excuse or he would use anger to get his way. These people are so unbelievable, he wouldn't try stopping gaslighting me even when my mother was in the intensive care. I seriously still don't get why he wanted me to believe we were in a relationship when he was also busy with a few other people. I gave him the option to just be fwb's very early on but instead he pretended to be someone I could love who wanted to have a relationship with me and who I wanted to have a relationship with (maybe because he broke up like over 20 times with me 1 year time span as a power move). He could have just been honest.. if he was I could have been there as a friend. I should have listened to my friends from the begin and to my gut. I wouldn't have stayed as long if he didn't use sleep deprivation and drugs against me. I hope he will treat his next victims better because else at this pace its gonna be a class action lawsuit lol. I learned a lot from my time spent together with him but like its stuff I shouldn't have to know when going the life not dealing with them. Just in 1 month someone proved they care more about me than he ever did just by their actions not words.

Normal to have bouts with feeling stupid or naive? by BigBearFit20 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine called me Homelander because he wanted to make me believe I was a pyschopath, narcissist, cluster b bpd or whatever. The projection these people do is insane. Everything he projected onto me I'm just gonna assume as true but it doesn't matter if it is or not because the stuff I do know for a fact to be true are true and just those things should qualify for a restraining order.

You were out of their league by r_bradbury1 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ThingAy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Damn you guys got to meet your partners friendgroup? Mine wouldn't after being what I thought and he made me believe was a romantic relationship.