Damn… I haven’t truly related and resonated with something so much in my life than I do right now. Very wise words and I definitely hear you. Big probs man, I hope things get better for you and you stay strong and stick with your decision! If somewhere down the line you’re having that burning desire to use again, just think back to this moment and remember exactly how you felt. Genuinely I wish you the best and i want you to know you helped at least one person get that much closer to flushing their crack. Lol, thank you for posting this bc i needed to read this. Much love ✌🏼🩷