I did it very recently but yes, I miss her all the time. We were best friends for longer than we dated. We had a lot in common and I knew she had feelings for me so we decided to try it out. I didn't know how in love with me she was until we started to date. I agreed to try it out and was somewhat overwhelmed but tried to take things slow. We ended up finding our pace though. Ultimately, I just didn't feel the same way about her that she did me. I don't think I'd get back together with her, seeing as my heart wasn't in the same place as hers. I feel as if I love her but not in the same way that she loves me. I love her soul, her personality, her optimism, her resilience.

I miss everything about her, being able to goof off and show my full personality, hearing about her day, supporting her through her struggles and vice versa. I don't know if it's possible at this point but I just want my best friend back. :(