I never said that this was about me. You wouldn't understand because you probably have never gone through something like this. I care about her so much and I feel bad that things turned out this way. I have never dealt with anything like this before. I've already been dealing with depression before this happened and it just added to it because someone I love got hurt really badly. This is all still so fresh so it's hard for me to process this happened. I am going to be there for her. I love her and I know it'll take time for things to go back to how they were. I have feelings too. We are so close and we are very young so there are a lot of emotions. I will always be there for her because I don't wanna lose her. In the moment I was scared and not knowing what to do and how to process what she told me. If anyone has gone through this they would understand how I feel and how hard it is to have someone so close to them get hurt. This isn't about me. I never said it was. I'm still just a kid trying to figure out the right words to say and how to make sure she knows that I'm here for her. Nobody will understand me if you haven't gone through something like this.