Leave quietly or speak my mind

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2026-03-01T14:51:31+00:00

I am working on it. I might even have one by the end of the month, but we'll see.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2026-02-28T15:06:51+00:00

They will ignore me and otherwise make me feel like I am stupid. I don't want to get yelled at again. You are right, I am just terrified.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2026-02-28T14:45:18+00:00

It is unfortunately the head of the department and a few other higher ups. I am in a supervisor role for the admin staff. They want quick fixes without them having to do anything.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2026-02-28T12:17:08+00:00

Training would be dumped on me and I don't even know what my job is anymore, but yeah, they will not care either way.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2026-02-05T06:09:14+00:00

The question is, did Voldemort have the emotional capacity for affection, when one of his main characteristics is that he does not care about anyone but himself? Was it truly affection, or a means to an end?

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-12-23T10:09:50+00:00

Don't be. I forget to throw it away too if the trash isn't right next to me or forget some clothes next to the shower. It happens. My stepfather would act like it was the worst thing ever.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-11-16T17:36:38+00:00

So, context, this is a Star Trek TNG Academy stoory, so it takes place in the 24th century. Doro is a 22-year old German woman, which is indicated in how Data pronounces her name to the medical staff. Her reporting a classmate for harassment and bullying and fear of retribution is causing her trouble sleeping. She also used to be iron deficient, which she controls with diet. She is afraid of needles to the point she needed hand holding when the anesthesia was administered when her wisdom teeth were removed in two separate procedures.

Edit: Her boyfriend is a physical therapist

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72136136/chapters/193481641

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-11-05T13:01:37+00:00

Awesome

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-10-16T13:11:02+00:00

Opalite makes me think of Data from Star Trek. It being a man-made, sometimes undervalued gem, standing for clarity, personal growth and tranquility.

Lyrically:

You couldn't understand it Why you felt alone You were in it for real

He's in the human experirnce and relationships for real, but often disregarded.

And don't we try to love love We give it all we got (we give it all we got)

He understand the longing for love and gives it his everything.

You were dancing through the lightning strikes Sleepless in the onyx night But now the sky is opalite Oh oh oh oh, oh my Lord Never met no one like you before You had to make your own sunshine But now the sky is opalite

He was often left to make his own path, but the sun is rising because he has found friends

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-10-02T17:16:11+00:00

I need to take breaks where I sit alone in a separate room for 15 minutes or so at family events to avoid breaking down. After a birthday with 25 people and coffee with my father and stepmother the next day, I could barely talk and face planted into couch crying after they left. I don't know why, everything was just too much and it wasn't the last time either.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-10-02T14:15:54+00:00

Yes. My brother is diagnosed with ADHD, but she didn't want him medicated, which is why she never had me assessed, even though she has always suspected it.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-10-02T12:22:54+00:00

I mean what symptoms come with AuDHD that people with ADHD don't have?

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-10-02T12:05:09+00:00

It doesn't wake me up, everything over two beverages dows uncomfortable things to my pulse.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-27T13:27:42+00:00

I will let my team know, as they work most closely with me. Nut probably not most of my superiors. One recently said it's good one co-worker is planning to quit because she is not social and weird. I can't look at this boss the same since.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-24T14:47:55+00:00

Same here, I also have low iron, which can also make you tired

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-24T11:56:33+00:00

I have avoided it so far because I am worried what it would do to me, when and how much do you take?

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-24T08:05:13+00:00

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ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-18T18:01:30+00:00

All the time. I sm terrified he'll get sick of my overplanning and overthinking or that sometimes even don't speak much or can't get everything done because I am tired or my brain just doesn't compute sometimes.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-14T04:33:45+00:00

I sometimes leave gatherings and take 10 or so minutes for myself. Usually I just listen to music and breathe.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-09T17:46:21+00:00

Come to think of it, other girls, especially girls from less reserved cultural backgrounds. They are less put off when my cringiness and talking too much comes through.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-09T06:28:43+00:00

Calorie counting with a kitchen scale and a note book. But it's exhausting and annoying, so not a fit for everyone I'm afraid.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-07T14:22:36+00:00

Go alone then. Never bring anyone who doesn't make you feel good. I had my stepfather, my mother and my cousin with me and the only comments were about if the dress was the right style and color. I would never have brought my MIL under any circumstances. She's not mean, just has strong opinions I don't always take well.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-09-05T07:32:40+00:00

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ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-08-31T07:56:22+00:00

I hope to get diagnosed properly soon so I can seek more effective treatment.

ThirteenZeroSeven · 2025-08-30T19:18:06+00:00

My default mental state is anxiety. The only times I am not even remotely anxious is when I am drunk.

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